Goodbye rewinding-

Heys!

Relink me - http://notasyouthought.blogspot.com

THANKS :D

140. Life goes on.

It's really hard, to overcome the feeling, where you actually get everything, and then lost it because of silly mistakes you made.


sigh..

but what can be done is to pretend, you have never get everything before.
and continue to climb even if you fell halfway.

That's all i can say, for my misfortune.



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1 more month to go,
can i really forget?

137.

Im so sad. I dont feel any physical pains anymore. Damn stomach, dont feel hungry at this hr pls. I dont feel like sleeping. Im so afraid of the outcome. I dont know if i can take it anymore. Everyday is a torment. I really hope for the best but my intuition just keep telling me otherwise. I feel so hopeless and helpless. Is there really nothing i can do even if they give me a death sentence? I rly feel lile killing myself now and then, whenever i thought of it. I feel like killing myself because of my own stupidity. Everything just turned upside down ever since that tragic day. Right now, i..

Bye.

136.

Shugo chara, 秋天的童话, the social network, yogi bear-- to watch list for hol :)
Aion, rakion -- to play list for hol :)

Work, exercise, pack cuoboard, meetups, shopping, movie, study jap-- to do list for hol (:( :s


Hope ill have pleasant days ahead.. Please..

135.

回想起小时候
生命如此平静 简单 快乐 幸福
周围的 都是真心的笑容

开心 就是开心
不开心 就是不开心
不用装开心

事情都简简单单 干脆利落
不会像现在 这么复杂 困难 痛苦
这就是所谓的人生经历吗？

我的梦想是什么
我要的是什么
我能得到吗

问号 问号 问号。。

134. :) for myself.

don't cry my love
别再哭了
你看天都亮了
oh-
我相信某个远方
能让我们爱飞翔
别再哭了
窗外雨都停了
我相信就在前方
一定撒满了阳光
我相信就算长夜漫漫
偶尔觉得孤单
我们的爱依然坚强
虽然我们相爱太难
不能够长相伴
思念为爱找到方向
don't cry
思念为爱找到了方向
思念为了爱

http://www.51t.com/ting/0a29ae96/42a74423/
old song, but yeah :)

133. All my life ive been good but now..

Ooooooo thinking WHAT THE HELL.

Why didnt i die that time? Then i wont have to suffer from all these agony.