Rewinddd

Goodbye rewinding-

2011-04-16T22:45:00.003+08:00

Heys!

Relink me - http://notasyouthought.blogspot.com

THANKS :D

140. Life goes on.

2011-03-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

It's really hard, to overcome the feeling, where you actually get everything, and then lost it because of silly mistakes you made.

sigh..

but what can be done is to pretend, you have never get everything before.
and continue to climb even if you fell halfway.

That's all i can say, for my misfortune.

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1 more month to go,
can i really forget?

137.

2011-03-02T01:36:00.002+08:00

Im so sad. I dont feel any physical pains anymore. Damn stomach, dont feel hungry at this hr pls. I dont feel like sleeping. Im so afraid of the outcome. I dont know if i can take it anymore. Everyday is a torment. I really hope for the best but my intuition just keep telling me otherwise. I feel so hopeless and helpless. Is there really nothing i can do even if they give me a death sentence? I rly feel lile killing myself now and then, whenever i thought of it. I feel like killing myself because of my own stupidity. Everything just turned upside down ever since that tragic day. Right now, i..

Bye.

136.

2011-03-01T12:25:00.002+08:00

Shugo chara, 秋天的童话, the social network, yogi bear-- to watch list for hol :)
Aion, rakion -- to play list for hol :)

Work, exercise, pack cuoboard, meetups, shopping, movie, study jap-- to do list for hol (:( :s

Hope ill have pleasant days ahead.. Please..

135.

2011-02-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

回想起小时候
生命如此平静简单快乐幸福
周围的都是真心的笑容

开心就是开心
不开心就是不开心
不用装开心

事情都简简单单干脆利落
不会像现在这么复杂困难痛苦
这就是所谓的人生经历吗？

我的梦想是什么
我要的是什么
我能得到吗

问号问号问号。。

134. :) for myself.

2011-02-26T22:13:00.001+08:00

don't cry my love
别再哭了
你看天都亮了
oh-
我相信某个远方
能让我们爱飞翔
别再哭了
窗外雨都停了
我相信就在前方
一定撒满了阳光
我相信就算长夜漫漫
偶尔觉得孤单
我们的爱依然坚强
虽然我们相爱太难
不能够长相伴
思念为爱找到方向
don't cry
思念为爱找到了方向
思念为了爱

http://www.51t.com/ting/0a29ae96/42a74423/
old song, but yeah :)

133. All my life ive been good but now..

2011-02-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

Ooooooo thinking WHAT THE HELL.

Why didnt i die that time? Then i wont have to suffer from all these agony.

132.

2011-02-23T22:54:00.001+08:00

Posted lyrics are simply thoughts of mine.

Today studied CMA.

omg.

hope tomorrow can wrap up my revision! :DD

please, i dont wanna get C+ & below :(

can't wait for exam to finish! so many things to do! :D

Ciao!

131. 宽恕

2011-02-23T22:50:00.001+08:00

面对面坐着眼神不屑一顾
挤出的笑容看起来好突兀
我走错一步坠入万丈深谷

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

还是会想起你的荒唐糊涂
针刚刺在心上血流已如注
背叛了幸福拿爱当赌注

曾把感情放逐何时能结束
遇到你我想停止游牧让爱归真返璞
漂泊会落幕承诺说得那么铭心刻骨

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途
听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

你的眼泪让我无助
你懂不懂我为爱忍辱
努力学习宽恕原谅那错误
不甘我们的爱死在半途

听见你的心还在哭
遗忘不及痛蔓延速度
希望你能觉悟我真的领悟
伤口慢慢愈合再被爱包覆

130. 天灰

2011-02-23T19:31:00.002+08:00

如果你不再出現我的世界還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間讓我們試驗什麼叫永遠

想念變成懷念心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切你最後屬於誰

我的天空今天有點灰
我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜
所有的燈早已經全都熄滅

如果你從沒出現我會不會覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間總要把諾言一點點摧毀

你最希望和誰人一起聽這首歌？

129. Leos (Y)

2011-02-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

Recently crazy about these 2 Leo Singer hahaha! :p

Both are great! :D

Listennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :D You you you! :D

ahhh shall get back to my work :(

Ciao!

128. Like a free only :o

2011-02-19T00:07:00.002+08:00

Due to my impulse, i can't find my old shoutbox! :(

My emoticons!!:@:@

HAHA.

Recently like freee eh, keep blogging :@

Tomorrow i shall seriously start stardying!

if not i rly gonna GG liao :(

AHh.

everytime i want to start study, my eyes became heavy =.=

shall wake up earlier tomorrow to settle my notes before i set off to study :o

2nd last alrrrrrr, gambatteeeeee :/

127. GG.

2011-02-17T10:52:00.000+08:00

Damn good =.=

i changed my blogskin on impulse and i lost all the links :(

Guys, please send me your blog link please~~ sorry x.x

126. Dreams about you and me

2011-02-17T10:50:00.002+08:00

i wanna see you so badly,

i wanna talk to you so badly,

but i've got no courage.

- Coward

125. A break from Study break :D

2011-02-16T23:50:00.003+08:00

Went to Chikai (Xiao Hui) 's house today with Ah meow (Cherry)! :D HAHAH

Didnt intend to study there, so brought nothing except my necessities there LOL :X

But both of them wanted to study HOHO .

So i end up being a slacker there x.x

Played card games and laughed like mad.

Trained our aps HAH. :p

Xiaohui's mum cooked a sumptuous meal for us, with me & cherry ended up BLOATED.

And time then was 930 alr! :O

Chikai's mom sent us to amk mrt and we went home ourselves :)

Had much fun there :D

Hehe, probably next visit is when school hol start?! :P HEHEH .

Oka, shall start studying SOON :@

Slackerwy :P

CIAO!

124. Happyyy

2011-02-15T19:00:00.004+08:00

yay. finally changed Blogskin! :D

that blogskin, too cute for me LOL . (even though i used it for months/a year alr)

hehe. Took a test today, and done with that module alr!!!

Final exam = 4 paper.

Omg.

10 more days!!!

shall jiayou.

HAHA. but meanwhile, i wan play game!

But server down!!! angryyyyyyyyyy :(

No luck x.x haha.

I must admit i did pause my love for you before,

yet it's still playing now.

But i'd decided to stop it soon.

Thanks for the melody once played,

appreciated, treasured, forever in my heart.

123.

2011-02-13T21:06:00.003+08:00

Problem with boys: they make you think they love you when they dont. Problem with girls: they make u think they don't love you when they do.

yeah.

im one of them, and one more thing.

I make people think that i dont love then when i seriously dont.

tt's why, it's hard for people to guess if i love them or not :O

Complicatedgirl :X

ANYWAY,

omg, got final test on 15 feb :@

gonna spend my Valentine day with my beloved notes! :p

then i just came back from baibai & bainian @ my aunt's hse hehe.

havent start studying! :(

Better start tomorrrrrow! :@ hehe

have a kinda complicated dinner tonight :O

hope i wont get diarrhea haha! :X OOPS

Oka ciao!

122. Glad

2011-02-11T19:16:00.003+08:00

YAY PROJECTS ENDED WOOHOO

But Final test coming NEXT WEEK RIGHT AFTER V.DAY :O

Then followed by EXAM SOON!!! OMG.

Shall stop slacking@!!!

last sem! cannot let it pull my previous effort down x(

JJJJJJIIIIAAAAYOUUUUUUUU :D

121. :D

2011-02-08T22:22:00.002+08:00

Heyyo. just a make up for my previous post.

I enjoyed my 2011 02 01 birthday because of

people who celebrated & wished me :)

Thanks all. :)

otherwise i was thinking im gonna have a horrible 19th birthday :(

lol.

FINALLY that proj is done. :)

left... 1.5? haha :)

JIAYOU!! HEHE.

So tired recently. arg.

i wanna sleep early lehs. :(

haiz.

Ciao`

120. Happy birthday to me..

2011-01-31T21:04:00.001+08:00

2011's birthday wasn't tt great

cos i have to stay in school til dno what time! :(

stupid projects!! :(

haiz.

kinda regret choosing my course for a moment.

Because, this is the first time i wish to do my project, but im hopeless!

cause im stucked at the same place whole day. :(

haiz. this is so devastating. :(

Hope can complete this project on time :(

118. You gave me the best feelings on Earth.

2011-01-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

& that's enough, & i'm thankful. :)

I'm not sure how long will it last.

Want to give up alr. :) Release myself.

UHm, wanted to complete my tutorial, but i rly dont feel like doing.

1 qns is seriously enough to suck all of my brain juice.

Projects & tutorials are aliens. :@

I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel like dying alr :/

halflife gone.

so tired x.x

Busy days ahead! i must survive!

Final japanese writing & listening exam, 20% class test, 1.5 days of work, + projects & tutorials & e-learning.

Good game. :(

Bless me.

ciao!

116. Unknown.

2011-01-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

school started 5 days ago and i already looking forward to holiday alr!! :@

hahaha. :X

got back 4 CT papers this week..

not bad.. at least not as worse as i thought haha. :)

seriously needa work harder for Final Exams! :@ Argh.!

So tired, yet i dont feel like sleeping. habits sucks. :(

cause i'd been sleeping at 1+ recently. lol

mainly because of Tutorials! & projects. lol :/

argh.

so sian now! :@

oryte, ciao~

115. :D

2011-01-01T03:02:00.002+08:00

SO DONT FEEL LIKE SLEEPING@@@@ :(

It's 303am. :/

hehe im so glad that i found my organizer (Y)

hmm what shld i do with the Puma organiser x.x

damn flu :(

keep sneezing suddenly.

sore throat! x.x

Had steamboat @ je's hse just now :)

with many many friends haha! hahah

had fun there :p haha.

ate alot, played quite abit too hahah

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D 2011, please be a better year. :)

Alright. so tired. wanted to do proj, but dont have the materials. :/

Tomorrow gonna work whole day again. Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

hope i can survive! hahah :/ Ciao~ !

114.

2010-12-31T01:47:00.002+08:00

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

IDK WHY, i feel so happy! :D

haha maybe because of my purchases today and yesterday :D HAHA

GAWD. i seems to be turning into a shopaholic. hahah!

how funny that my mum actually pull me away from a bag shop :X

lol. luckily she pull me away.. if not im gg to spend again -.-

lols.

if only she was with me ytd... hahah. but i never regret! haha! i like it :)

Anyway, went do proj this afternoon. suppose to be morning, but im late! =_= so paiseh la!

suppose meet 11 in school, yet i woke up at 1140, when my fren called me! LOL :X

i didnt even hear any of my alarm ringing!!! argh. so sad. lol

hate to be late! but just couldnt help . :/

feel like changing blogskin!!! but i cant.

cos got a project also regarding website design.. enough trouble for me.

shall change my blogskin during march hols! :D hahaha.

how great that i stopped thinking of you....

113. Meetups X3

2010-12-27T00:30:00.002+08:00

Yo. :D went out with jess today :D

So fun~!!! hahahha.

we went to watch movieeeeeeeeeee; gulliver's travels.

Okay only leh, below my expectation :(

Before watching, we went to eat Aston.

Omg. haha nice, but idk why i cant finish :( sad.

now i feel like finishing my leftovers LOL .:x

After that we walked to bugis for SHOPPING! :D

Spent $95 bucks. Wooo. Jess helped me cut price :D damn good. hahah!

then we went to makan dinner @ Toastbox :)

haha SO SAD, NO CURRY CHIX. :(

We talked alot today :) and yeah, now she's the 5th. x.x hahah.

omg.

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Okay, let me talk about 22nd :D *just realise i didnt blog about it x.x srysry*

Went out with BFFs, Shiqi & Wendy :)

hahaha bought their fav char's stuffs for them :D

Hehe, that day, we went to bugis The Verge to sing karaoke~!

hahah the place look quite old, but the songs are pretty updated :)

Then after that, went to take neoprint! :D hahah

took twice, because we forgot to select format for the 1st time :(

lols.

After neoprint, went to makan @ MOS burger :)

A pity Wendy couldnt join x.x cos it's tangyuan day. LOL .

_______________________________

WooHooo, Meetup again next time people!!!!!!!! Love you guys! Made my days during Holidays :D

Even though when i realise i dont have much rest during holidays x.x hahah .

Even though my pocket is telling me very pain liao LOL ! :p

But i will still choooooose to meet up with you guys! cause you're AWESOME! :D

Alright, I shall do my project alr :)

Bye~

112. Merry Christmas :)

2010-12-25T01:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

Merry Christmas all.

Had a fun day with Ahfamily :D

But it's a busy day too. x.x

Early in the morning, alarm rang at 9, woke up, off the alarm...

then woke up at 10am, was like oh shit, need to go buy materials alr... cannot sleep anymore...

walked one round, and went back to sleep again..

woke up at 12am... rly cannot sleep alr, if not late for meetup -.-

so , i went out at 1.30, meet helen and cat to get their gifts from them for others.

haha chit chat a while too.

then went to orchard to get materials for my I&E.

after that took bus to buona vista to meet them to go holland V.

Alighted at a different bus stop as them. :X

so crossed over to take one more bus stop down.

then we went to had Everything with Fries.

It was okay..... only haha.

had Pork chop and a fizzy orange drink. :)

We exchanged presents there too heees

thanks all for the presents :D Love it much :) And the sweet cards ^^

Then we went to orchard.

First thing! Toilet. HAHA.

rushed to ION toilet hehe. becos someone needed it v much HAHAHA :X

Then went to have dessert at Scape park :)

hehe Summer Frost. :D nice!!..

Our hunt.

sat there chit chat and took quite a few pics with polaroid. haha.

then went admiralty to slack a while. haha. :)

i said it. they are the 4th.

then came home, got xmas present from my big sis.

Actually she gave me charger for ipod.. i was like okay, not bad. haha. like tt dunnid always ask from her le, when i need the usb.

Then she ask me how i felt abt the present, then i was like "okay lor.. " lols.

then she gave me another present and say tt's the official one, haha.

It's a cooling kit for laptop! lol. how cool, always saw on shelf, but nv rly buy, hahha

im using it now :D

my leg damn cool haha.

like it. :D

hehe.

hai, got some problem again -.-

i feel like dying

projects got so much things to do, tomorrow im working, house got a bit problem,

then i&e got so many things to do also.

I need time, ahhhhhhhhhhhh . hai.

i go l ebey

111.

2010-12-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

why holiday dont feel like holiday.. .

still so stress... sighhhhhhhhh.............

i feel like dying........

save me

110. I'm immersed with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

2010-12-21T22:29:00.002+08:00

Zhang Zhi Shu .

LOL. omgg! had been chasing It started with a kiss recently ! hahah!

with my sisters. we really chiong siah, we watched til midnight, 2am the previous night and 4am last night x.x hahahah.

DAMN NICE.

.........

He's like him. :(

and the things he did, is too. similar.

imagine, i cried at 3rd episode, when there's nothing much. :/

太感动了~~~！！！！！hahahahah .

Today, when going school, my mind is filled with zhang zhi shu -.-

omg.

Can't wait to see him asap! :( hahah.

I like him in the show, dn rly think i like him in rl x)

argh.

dno when will i get over this!

ahh got series 2 somemore. shit.

oh btw, i know im lagged! hahaha!

But i dont care! :p

i heard of it long ago okay, hahah! just tt i just borrowed the disc from my friend heheh .

Alright, bye~ :D

P.S.:/ HOORAYYS , GOING OUT TMR WITH BFFs :D:D *LOVESLOVES*

109. :D

2010-12-19T11:55:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOOO.

Early in the morning got woke up by my mum again -.-

go eat breakfast with family @768.

then shopped abit HEheheheh.

WHEE, later going see phone again-.-

hopefully can get it by today:(

Then going KBOX w my sis :p

Maybe shopping after that ;) HEHE

WOO. Busy days ahead.

Projects is definitely the spoiler for holiday.

YUCKS. :(

but nvm, T_T im a student yo . :(

Ahhh smell of paint killing me. -.- my mum repainting our hse Lol. i felt stupidier aft smelling it LOl :X

just submitted my work online :D

felt better. can playyyyyyyyyyyy like mad. Guess i shall maple now. NOTHING TO DO NOW :X

CIAO~

108. OFFICIAL 1st day of holiday

2010-12-19T00:12:00.002+08:00

(Y) (Y) (Y)

Woke up at 12pm. :D can sleep longer, but mum wanna eat lunch together, so sacrifice my longer sleep time :p hahah

After that went out with weiting , to see phone initially, but not enough time, only get to enquire abit.

ARGH. ALL OOS. Must check with the main store again! :(

Then we went to ECP, with Juliana :)

We are suppose to go there exercise & lose weight, but we end up eating and eating!!! :X

firstly we ate zui gui, and carrot cake when we met at bus stop.

Then when we reach there, we even thought of having satay beehoon first la, then go home after that=.= lol! hungry pigs LOl.

Initially wanna skate, but we were at bedok jetty there =.=

and the rental shop there got no roller blade. -_-

so we end up cycling. Rented for 2 hours, but returned after 1.5 hours. LOL .

THEN we went to eat. LOL.

Had Kangkong, Stingray, Satay, 2x Satay beehoon, BBQ wings, 2x Coconut, sugarcane. oh ya, and a half bowl of rice which i can't finish.

We left most of the food not finished=.= LOl.

esp satay and ... stingray, kangkong. We're SO FULL LA.

The not-finished food. :(

& Finally im home @ 12am. HEHEH.

Thinking if i should maple or not! argh. Oh ya, got assignment to hand in! shall chiong now

CIao

107. & It's Holiday!!!!! :D

2010-12-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

Yay, FINALLY , LIKE FINALLY!!!! COMMON TEST IS OVER.

It's just a common test yet it feels like it's taking FOREVER to finish!

LOl, FINALLY FOREVER IS HERE !!!!!!!!! :D

though there are some disappointment and ... disappointment, but nvm, hope everything will be fine T.T jiayous. shall stop working so much next term!!!

Can't wait for meetups meetups and MEETUPs!!!

:D:D

Today after test, went to eat SukiSushi @ Cine with poly friends. Hahah .

SUSHI ROCKS!!! :D:D AHAHHA . omg. but i regret that i didnt eat more....................

I guess because initially when we eat, the process too slow liao, so eat abit jiu full :(

SAD. i wan moreeeee sushi T_T

hais nvm lols hope can go and eat again sooooon :D

haha just now i come home, i opened the door with my key

and my bro go and open the big door,

then both of us froze, and look at each other for 5sec.

LOL!

DAMN EPIC.

LOL.

MY mother then laughed at us , say we crazy LOL!

hahahahaha DAMN FUNNNNNNNNNNEH!!!! HAHAH .

WE ARE SO LAME, I AGREE LOL .

OH MAN............... HOLIDAY'S AIR SMELL SO NICE...........

Can watch tv without guilts, can play without guilts, can sleep without guilts, can eat without guilts. HAHAHAHAHA .

Okay, being exaggerating. LOL

HMM, shall try my maple (Private serverrrr) now ;P hahahaha CIAO .

you and i walk a fragile line,

that's not what i want...

Firm line please.....? ):

104.

2010-12-05T18:51:00.001+08:00

直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人

103. Worst moment of life

2010-11-29T00:46:00.004+08:00

Tired , soul-less, stunned, numbed.

Basically what i'd been doing these 2 days is collecting food, and delivering it to the old folks.

Today, Susan approached the 1st beneficiary, a super tough one.

When he heard that we are there to give him hampers, he straight away hit Susan's hand away and started using vulgarities.

I kinda think that i shouldnt have shout to him that we are here to send him food. -.- (i was quite far away btw)

Then he started his vulgar again. ("knnb cb", etc. -.-)

AND HE'S REALLY VENTING HIS ANGER ON US -.-

then say threaten us that he will hit us with a metal rod(he took out, i think it's quite heavy!) if we go there again. then he got religion dispute between his and the one we are working for (cca's), then scold this scold that. almost every sentence got/is vulgar=.=

I wanted to leave and Susan keep asking me to go. But, i rly scared he will chase us with the metal rod if we leave in the midst of the convo x.x

FINALLY, when Susan was rly fierce & firm in asking me to leave, i got the courage to walk away. x.x damn scary.. lols for the rest of the day, we are both having fear and listless emotion on our face :/ we felt numb to everything. Now our tolerance level had increase! haha. if ppl scold us, we guess we won't get angry tt easily -.- lols~

okay uh. tiring day. -.- that uncle really made our day!!!!... badly. everyone came back to school with smiles and laughter, except me and susan. lol :/ we 2 totally sian diao liao.

Dno why, when we seems to be doing a good deed, yet turn out to be a bad deed for that ahpek -.- Confused*

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why am i so stupid! haiz.

现在后悔已来不及了，因为他已远去。

他再也不会为了你的伤心而伤心

也不会为了让你开心逗你笑。

不过怎么就是放不开放不下？

或许是因为不想放弃? 固执？注定？

不过　就是喜欢这样　远远的看着他　开心。

就满足了　吧？　不清楚。

我不想写这些　不过　隐藏在心里　好难受

也不想说出口　

就是这样　

04/10/..

102. I'm 18

2010-11-25T01:19:00.002+08:00

omg. i can't believe i'm 18 turning 19 next yr..

haiz.. how time flies...

seems to be 15 just yesterday.

anyway, i don't feel 18 at all.

i still feel like small kid. lol.

SERIOUSLY.

I feel like, i'd never grow ever since sec 3.

=.= both inner and outer. Omg.

lol .

ARGH. how i wishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........

anyway, i'm suppose to be chionging my e-learning :(

After 1 module tyre pumpchek alr -_- LOL.

AHH!! JIAYOUS WEIYI!~ Bye :x

101. Cont

2010-11-24T01:10:00.002+08:00

hope this month can earn a lot, cos i work like almost every wk?! :( haha

$_$ money face.

need a lot a lot a lot of money.

to pay school fees.

extras -> holiday/shopping :)

100. Omg like finally

2010-11-24T01:03:00.003+08:00

RT @MYSELF: What an efficient elearning day.. Woke up at 914, start work at 11.. Did 1 part of a module and fell asleep. And it's time to go work-.-

omg i keep givin wrong info to customers tday-.- 1. wrong receipt to wrong table, 2. money's change gave to wrong table, 3. wrong information abt menu. then the customer ask if i'm alright because i gave the wrong receipt and change to the same table -_-!!!

hai. lols

today whole day do host, shoutshoutshout ._. haha. lucky i still got voice :p haha.

so tired now. just feel like sleeping! argh. needa do my work tmr!!!!:(

im such a procrastinator.

:(((((((( Shall stop whining and carry out my missions!!!! :D

hahaha.

okay. ciao. :(

SLEEPY

i'll pretend everything as nothing

i'll stop talking about it

i'll just smile

no worries.

099. A Great & Tired Day :)

2010-11-21T00:49:00.008+08:00

!!!...

yesterday slept at 4am -.-

woke up at 650am.

gawddd...

then went to CCA at 745.

Slept all the way in 3 buses.

LOl. power. what i mean is, im suppose to change 3 bus while on the way to school

On every bus, i SLEPT -_-

damn tired.

And Luckily! i din't miss my stops..

loll

Then went to lecture hall, waited Susan outside :)

Oh, btw, my cca's current event is Share-a-Gift uh.

haha, publicity day, give out flyers to people door-to-door.

spent 1 and a half hour to complete 3.5 blocks :)

COOl~

haha, keep running out of flyers ._.

hah.

then went to meet helen with Susan, because she wanna buy ear piece :) haha

Went to eat at Xing Wang HK cafe :)

hahah quite okay :) quite nice.

hahaha then we chit chat, take pictures, and shop a bit. ;) hahah.

what a great time we had. haha though short, due to my work :(

need to work 2 hour after i meet them T_T haha.

Work today was damn lucky.

haha keep getting praises from customers ^^

hahaha

one of the customer told me that I'm a good server, making her dining there great :D with her lover hhaha.

So touched. hhaha! i dno what she said to my manager, but she say she and her guy was praising me... :/ initially thought she want to ask about menu stuffs..

but , my manager didnt say anything to me, and she didnt look happy after talking to them ._.

did they bluff me that they praised me? x.x haha cause.. from my manager's face, it looks more like i got complained-.-

haha. but i doubt they're lying, because they keep saying. haha.

i'm just glad they enjoyed their meal there :)

then a Caucasian.

While i was refilling his water, he asked me, why not i put the jug there and let them self-service?

I was like *stunned* , and said, No.. because i've to serve you.. :)

And he was like, "beautiful... that's the most fantastic answer i had got today."

I was like ..? haha thanks.

but his demand is very high . :/ rly scared that i will offend him.

Oh ya, and the customer i talked about in the first place, noticed the "waitress" on my nametag was spelt as Waitess. LOL.

haha. i was like so paiseh -.-

lols. after so many weeks, i dint even realise LOL.

hahaha

was initially sleepy when i started work today ._.

hand feels weak, or rather the whole body -.-

luckily i survived :)

haha.

thought i would faint or whad- .-

Damn tired. =.= hai.

wonder wad time will i be sleeping today. :( haha.

Ciao. :)

don't know what i want..

don't know if i should give up..

all i ever wanted, was just a day, alone.. with you.

我却爱上了暗恋的感觉。请让我继续吧？可以吗？。。

098.

2010-11-15T17:06:00.002+08:00

Current goal:

1. Earn back my money ASAP :D

2. Regain my studies back to an organized manner! (Tired of rushing this & that LAST MINUTE.)

3. Study damn hard. (I shall work for it! :))

4. Try my best :)

Ciao! :D

097. $$$$ :(

2010-11-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

Yo, hehehe

"Ytd" slept at 3am, woke up at 3pm . Lols.

then use computer a while then prepare to go buy schedule book with Ahting!

haha.

then she also bought hahahaha! :X

i was late la, suppose to meet her 4.50 (but i thought is 4.30), and i left home at 4.30 lol! :X

very tired larhs, ytd work until 11.30 :/ haha. then meet my bigsis to cab home ^^ hehe

okay back to Today~

Then after spending 2 hours at kino stationary shop, went SHOPPING! hahah.

okay before that went to eat because SOMEONE is hungry -.-

lol. Ate BFF (best fries forever) :) it's nice!!! but... i got cut queued -_- *not happy* lol.

then we actually want to go plaza sing for Ichiban sushi, but then... tempted by YAMI yogurt @ 313. hahaha.!! :X

so ate there. then went shop around until 10pm :/

haha

Today i spent more than 150! less than 200! OMG. i wan die liao :X

hopefully can earn back ASAP!!!!! needa work hard!! hahaha . :D

Ah, tomorrow muz really chiong my tutorials le!! :( shall stop slacking!!! :D

hahah needa go woodlands centre tomorrow too! x.x shop for I&E.

okay uh ciao!

096. OMG MIRACLE!!:D

2010-11-14T02:53:00.003+08:00

YAY MY KEYBOARD FINALLY OUT OF COMA!! :D:D
14112010 (Y)

GAWD.... i didnt expect it to work... before i screw it back, it wasn't working..
was thinking that i just screw it back then go to Lenovo centre tomorrow...
I was thinking to try one last time before tomorrow...
AND IT WORKED!!! when i just press Enter @ the blue screen area!! gosh!!!!
I'm so touched, feel like crying at that moment! haha.
luckily i didnt. LOl.s !!!
omg so glad to see my laptop desktop again!!!!^^

Alrighhhhttt! ciao! :D

Note: DO NOT UPDATE BIOS!!!! SICKENING & TROUBLESOME!! :( hahaha .
Finally i'm out of the trouble!!!
ahhh hope no more stuffz coming up! :)

095. Hopefully, it's gone :/

2010-11-14T02:19:00.003+08:00

yeah, 13112010
hope it's gone!! hahhaha
was so suay la!
From 12am onwards suay til juz now. -.-
12am: keyboard spoiled after i assemble it! :/
this morning woke up late partly because phone was in silent mode-.-
and also i switch off luh :X
then when i was going to go off for work, realise itouch not charged! =_=
sian diao..
then i wait for my big sis as she say she can charge for me @ office..
perhaps she was following me, and i passed her my suayness.
she forgot to bring her wallet=.=
so i lent her my card for the day lol.
during break, wanted to shop, but no card!! lolss. okay la, help me save $$ too heh

then at night just realize my phone battery FLAT =.=
haiz. suay right!!

and my keyboard still nt okay ;(

okay la.. not rly suay, but suay-er than other days... haha

AH. ytd slept at 3am+... was watching devil beside you at 2am Lol .
wanted to watch 100% entertainment. then changed to Hi my sweetheart (hai pai tian xing)
then changed to MVP valentine. yet final choice was Devil beside yoou!!
it's just so catchy... esp 1st part of 1st episode...
It's like my dream!!! :(
haiz. their conclusion made me contradict...
but i won't be as brave as her.... hai. just not that brave.

haiz havent do my tutorials ! wanna chiong it tomorrow...
but i feel like going to collect my schedule book tmr!!!
& fix my laptop as well :( howwwwww :/

arghs , nevermind. shall do it haha ;)

love the phrase : chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi :) can't type chinese, this desktop. -.- lousy. heh.
okay. ciao!!! dno if i should watch my show or try to reassemble my laptop again -.- haiz.

094. Sorry!

2010-11-12T21:44:00.002+08:00

Ahhh i felt soooo soooo guilty!

I shut the lift door against a toddler/kid :/

I didnt see him!!! and when the door closed, then i saw him running towards the button there.

And he even tried to press it when the door is closed.

Omg, damn guilty...

shouldn't have my ear piece on :/ otherwise i can hear him :/

Ah, okay. forget it, what's done cannot be undone :(

Today. is friday :)

Glad that another week is gone!

kinda speechless now lol.

Okay, today i'm early for school! :)

So gladdd!..that im not late hehe.

And... i didnt do my tutorial for today! hahah

so i rushed in the morning. in 5 minutes!

hahaha, i just typed in the page number-.-

:X becos it's all copy paste from textbook-.-

no time to copy paste.. :/ hahaha. :x

then i asked my fren send me ans.. hahaha rly thanks her :/ hahaha

alright, needa go. bye :)

p.s. Ah! need work tmr :( sad.

&& i gotta catch up my tutorials & projects! stop being a burden! :( haha

I must continue to work hard!!!! ganbatte!!! to me & my friends!!! :D

3 more sems! jiayous! :D

093. i gonna break it.

2010-11-09T19:48:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGGGG.

my wish came true again...... in a dream. -.-

but in different style... lol.

gawd.

it's the same as in,

i am sleeping very peacefully in the living room from afternoon til night.

haiz, but well, i'm not going to curse. I'm going to thank it.

because they just know it wont come true in real life.

thanks. v. much.

haiz.

092. Come back to my normal life.

2010-11-09T14:00:00.003+08:00

Okay enough of those loveloveshit. :X

ahhh today woke up late again x.x

but luckily i managed to take the last shuttle bus :) haha.

so i wasn't late ^^

Didnt do today's tutorial!!! :( because i got no time or if you wanna say im lazy also can.. LOL X:

have been seriously 半工半读-ing (half working half studying) recently -.-

Because my dear manager say hard to train me during weekends, so i need to work weekdays :( lol.

but nvm, hopefully i can work weekends only from next wks onwards :(

It's so tiring to go to work after school!! :(

because firstly, my tutorial will be delayed.

secondly, i'll reach home v late and i will end up sleeping very late, No energy next day!! :(

My eyes are getting heavier and heavier recently!! :(

should sleep early for today :)

Ahhh i miss holiday!! Faster come! :)

I wanna go overseassss!!!! ahhh... :/

I wanna see the autumn, the winter :(

I'll make sure i do it before 2012! :X hehe.

and die there=.= lol! jkjk. choy! *touchwood*

i wanna die in singapore pls! lols.

So glad that i'm back home this early! :) shall start chionging my tutorial for this week!!!

and and i havent do my jap homework ! :X

Shall start now!!! :) Bye!!! ^^

090.

2010-11-07T01:23:00.005+08:00

Even if it's only for a day, or an hour, or a minute,

as long as i'm yours for that while,

i'm contented and i'll die with no regrets, live with no regrets.

it's so real.. all i can do is bear the tears and sleep.

I'm no longer sad, it's no longer tired, because i'm used to it.

。。 lyrics - 失落沙洲

又來到這個港口沒有原因的拘留
我的心乘著斑駁的輕舟
尋找失落的沙洲

隨時間的海浪漂流
我用力張開雙手
擁抱那麼多起起落落
想念的還是你望著我的眼波

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又一個人看海
回頭才發現你不在
留下我迂迴的徘徊

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又把回憶翻開
除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛

又回到這個盡頭我也想再往前走
只是愈看見海闊天空
愈遺憾沒有你分享我的感動

我不是一定要你回來
只是當又一個人看海
疲憊的身影不是我
不是你想看見的我

我不是一定要你回來
只是當獨自走入人海
除了你之外的依賴
還有誰能叫我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
還有誰能來教我愛

089. Lyrics

2010-11-01T14:28:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift - Haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But, I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and its all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, holding my breath
Oh, I lose you again
Somethings made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this ?

I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe when I know you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

Sit there and watch you walk away
From everything we had
But, I still mean every word I said to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But, the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, holding my breath
Whoa, I'll see you again
Something keeps me holding on and I think

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this ?

I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe when I know you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
Come on, you can't be gone
No

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this ?I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe when I know you're gone
Can't go back
I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But, I never thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

Superman

Tall dark and superman
He puts papers in his briefcase and drives away
To save the world or go to work
Its the same thing to me
Hes got his mothers eyes his fathers ambition
I wonder if he knows how much that I miss him
And I know every word that you say, yay
You smile and say how are you
I say just fine
I always forget to tell you, I love you, I love you ... forever

I watched superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today
To save the world ill be around
I watched superman fly away
Come back ill deal with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down

Talk dark and beautiful
Hes complicated hes irrational
But I hope someday you take me away and save the day, yeeeeahhh
Something in his deep browns eyes has me sing
Hes not as bad like this, reputation
I can't hear one single word they said, noooooo
You really got places to be and I'll be old then
I always forget to tell you I love you I loved you from the very first day

I watched superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today
To save the world ill be around
I watched superman fly away
Come back ill deal with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down

And I watch you fly around the world
And I hope your texting some other girl
I hope you dont forget about me
Im far away but i'll never let you go
Im lovestruck and looking out the window
Dont forget dont forget where ill be
Right here wishing the flowers were from you
Wishing the card was from you
Wishing the card was from you

Cuz I loved you from the very first day

I watched superman fly away
Youve got a busy day today to save the world
Ill be around forever and ever here
I watched superman fly away
I swear ill be with you someday
Ill be right here on the ground
When you come back down

La, la, laith

088. lrve8

2010-10-31T01:51:00.002+08:00

Thanks friends for your concern :)

but i'm sorry if i have disappointed you guys... :(

let's wait for that day yeah. :)

Thank you for your understandings :)

& i don't know why am i still loving you so much (;

087. I want to see beautiful places! :(

2010-10-29T14:56:00.003+08:00

ahhh craving for beautiful places! :X

Went to google beautiful places, mystic forest and beautiful places in Singapore! ):

i so wanna go to Botanic garden out of a sudden! :(

i wanna go now!

but i got so much stuffs on hand ):

heavy ):

I also wanna go clark quay & boat quay for some walk ):

Chinatown toooooo.

gosh.

& i wish i got a camera with me

take it down as memories.

I really wish, i can.

Im getting tired of the city life, i need to feel nature, not buildings.

ahhh, but can't. 3 more semesters to go!

must jiayous!!!!, maintain or strive! no backing out. :(

Ah! ook, this will be the last week of my "holiday",

next week onwards, i must wake up!!! and get back to work! x.x

Okay, shall go to one of these place later, tomorrow or sunday!

Oh beautiful, i'm craving for you! :(

Tired of the stressed environment i'm at. :(

okay, wendy told me my blog is full of words! lOl , shall put some pics :)

(images from other webbbb)

London

well, i love this the most :)

well perhaps, what i truly like wasn't the beautiful place, but the beautiful pictures.!

Ciao~

086. i dont know why, but i'm stucked with you.

2010-10-29T13:27:00.002+08:00

i dont understand.............

why can't i understand.......

why am i smitten with someone who don't even give a damn on me.

this sucks, totally.

pleaseeeeeee bring me back to that dream. i want to continue the story,

and i hope i will never wake up again.

because that's the only place where i can have you.

085. Thanks for making my dream come true in a dream.

2010-10-28T22:29:00.005+08:00

Hai, just wokeup. i thought, after a sleep i would be more awake, etc.

but who knows, im now more devastated.

Thanks for making my dream come true in a dream.

And coming to the reality, made me fell deeper.

GREAT.

HOW GREAT?

just told myself that perhaps the person who i love wasn't him,

and thought that i may not love him as much as that i thought.

and this dream came.

Damn. i want to go back, i dont want reality. :(

At the end of it, i told myself, "if it's a dream, i will be damn sad." and, thanks again, it's really a dream.

CURSE THESE.

but thanks, for giving me this memory.

I'll keep it with my heart, tightly again.

命运实在是爱跟人开玩笑。haiz

edit: 11.22pm

however, i'm glad that no one distrubed my sleep just now.

when i woke up, i thought morning alr & oh shit, havent do my tutorial and print my lecture note :(

084. public transport

2010-10-26T15:57:00.003+08:00

One of the top reason which i hate taking mrt: always have weird ppl -.-

A uncle (40-60 wearing suits) sat beside me today (on the way to school), talking to many random people! -.- they just nod to whatever he say.. then suddenly he talked to the 2 girl in front of me, then he started singing a english song to the 2 ladies in front of me closing his eyes, =.= (not sure what he sang/said, was having my ear piece on, but i heard him asking the ladies whether they are christian/smt like tt) while that 2 ladies continued chatting with each other. and he gave up his seat to an auntie when the train is terminating at Jurong east next stop -.- how good.

Then i need to transfer to bus.

I thought bus will be much better.

but then i saw a lady suddenly hit her own forehead (maybe she forgotten something or what, nvm)

then she suddenly smile to herself. -_- i was... ...

okay, nevermind, at least not as weird as the one at MRT. -.-

OH YA.. and when i taking mrt home -.- wha biang, one stop only can meet a super kiasu guy.

the auntie was standing there waiting for the mrt door to open for boarding,

then this guy chiong IN FRONT of the auntie -.- , that auntie shook her head lol.

damn kiasu, the door havent even open, then he so ganjiong -.-

there are so many seats , dno he chiong so fast for what -.-

ah, bad day on transport.

Woo recently i enjoy taking long routes home :D

hahah,

i will purposely make a detour :D

for example,

just now, i can actually take a bus straight under to my house, but i purposely took mrt -.-

just because i wanna walk home slowly :)

then i also delayed the walking time. I walked slower and i took the longer route :)

suppose it's a square, usually i walk one side then reached my house.

but this time i took the other way, which i need to walk 3 sides to reach my house.

Love it totally! :) the gentle wind :)

i guess im out of my mind.

I just wan to jian fei (:p), & enjoy the sceneries as well. :)

083. Lyrics of my life :)

2010-10-25T13:54:00.002+08:00

蝴蝶擦几次眼睛 才学会飞行  夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地   我飞行 当你坠落之际  很靠近 还听见呼吸  对不起 我却没捉紧你   你不知道我为什么离开你  我解释不能说放任你哭泣  你(我）的泪滴想倾盆大雨 碎落满地 在心里惊醒   你不知道我为什么很小心 可现在你看不见的高空里 多的是 你不知道的事    你不知道的事  - Lee Hom

082. ALL ABOUT ME. :)

2010-10-25T12:14:00.007+08:00

Say i'm superstitious or what, i don't care, cause the illustrations are freaking true!!!! x)

My rising star - Pisces

Pisces Rising gives a flexible personality, with which you can easily hide your own traits and take on the characteristics of others. Despite your pleasant disposition and willingness to adapt to changing circumstance and the demands of other people, you can be surprisingly strong and determined. The strength of your character, however, is also determined by other important factors in your background.

You have a highly emotional nature, with a quiet, shy personality. Compassionate feelings can be overwhelming, and you must watch the tendency to become a victim of your own vulnerability. Almost before you realize it, or in some cases because you actually seek it, you become your own worst enemy. You are not above using subterfuge and game-playing rather than direct confrontation to get what you want. If however, you develop self-confidence, these less-than-honest emotional ploys are not apt to surface in your personality or behaviour patterns.

New Age Pisces is ruled by Neptune, lord of illusion and imagination, so you have little understanding of how you appear to others. The influence of Neptune can also add an element of glamour or mystery to your appearance. You can for example, either photograph extremely well or your likeness on film may be extremely poor. In either case, photographs fail to capture your true appearance.

Pisces is traditionally ruled by Jupiter, lord of inspiration and drama. Neptune and Jupiter blend together to create a highly imaginative personality and one which views life the way you want it to be, rather than the way it really is. Prone to feelings of abandonment, you often feel sorry for yourself and are easily disillusioned.

Your extreme sensitivity generates artistic or poetic talent as well as psychic abilities. Pisces endows a spiritual or philosophical bent, and great appreciation for education, even should your own have been limited. You love travelling, dancing, and sports and although it is by no means universal with Pisces Rising, you may be less-than-average in physical stature with a tendency to retain fluids. An addictive nature makes you extremely vulnerable to habit-forming substances. Sensitivity to medicine and anaesthesia – and problems with the feet – are typical physical complaints.

Sun sign(Who you are) - Aquarius

The Sun resides in this eleventh sign of the zodiac from 21 January until 19 February every year. The symbol of Aquarius is the Water Bearer.

In Aquarius the Sun is eccentric and original. You're apt to be a superb thinker, and your ideas are frequently advanced, no matter what field of profession you select. Often, your unique approaches to problem solving are viewed as too radical and unworkable, but you prefer to think of them as advanced and progressive instead. Unconventional and outspoken, you see your role as the rebel and the person who rejects worn out traditions and old ways of operating. You like to be with those ushering in the new order and fostering advanced thinking.

Paradoxically, you're a good team player, but one who must have personal freedom. You don't like to feel fenced in. While you're headstrong and inflexible in your ways, you can work very effectively within a large group. You have complete respect for the sound ideas put forward by others. You are aloof and detached, and your concerns are directed toward society rather than to the problems of any one person. You are somewhat impersonal most of the time. You're more emotionally involved with your work than you are with people. You can be highly critical and demanding in a position of authority. Nonetheless, you are a strong leader and organizer. You have a deep understanding of human nature, but often you lack sensitivity to the emotional content of many situations.

You thrive on change and managing the unexpected. Always ahead of your time, you are viewed by everyone as being different and unusual, labels you don't mind accepting. You pride yourself on your ability to find a better way of doing the job. Sometimes you lack follow through, and you always dislike routine. You like to take chances and keep everything stirred up. Occasionally, you enjoy antagonizing people in positions of authority, and stimulating a good argument now and then. You don't mind that you are seen as a bit unusual, in fact, you may encourage this image.

Equality, freedom and fairness are all important issues for you. You strongly subscribe to the doctrine that all people are created equal and should have the same rights and opportunities. In this regard, you are likely to be classified as a progressive and often associated with humanitarian issues and causes. Though you are very involved with such matters, your approach is always somewhat in the abstract, with ideological concepts, the sort that don't usually stem from true emotions. Your approach is often very impersonal and detached.

Friendly and sociable, you may have a wide circle of acquaintances. Friends are very important to you. Intellectually oriented, you are happiest with friends that share common ideas and interests. Strangely, you find it more difficult to cultivate a truly satisfying intimate relationship. This aloofness exists because feelings are rarely expressed outwardly, and you usually seem distant. You resist anything or anyone threatening your independence.

Moon Sign (Who you really are)- Capricorn

A Capricorn Moon is determined, steadfast and reliable. This sign more than any other, shows the effects of very strong and perhaps rigid parental influence. You want to be recognized as an important and powerful person chiefly because you were raised to think that way. Many of your reactions are geared toward your effort to achieve status and position. Your nature is stubbornly persistent, serious in tone, and stable. You are a very hard worker who will persist almost forever to reach a goal.
Expressing your emotions is difficult for you, and people around you may view you as a little cold, rigid and unfeeling. This appearance will persist because it is so hard for you to relax and let go. In most ways you are reserved, especially in communicating, and the way you interact with people. You are self-conscious and emotionally conservative. So serious and prudent, you tend too often to look on the dark side of matters, and express a shyness and doubt about your own worth. You are supersensitive to real, or fancied, slights. There is a subconscious tendency to become dispirited and gloomy. You can be emotionally stable and down-to-earth when things are going okay, but when they aren't, you can be down right depressing.
In relationships with others, you are loyal, devoted and highly dependable--but demonstrative you are not. You show you care by being available, by coming home on time, by providing for financial needs--rarely do you express deep emotions or seem to show your love in the more conventional ways. With your own children, you're likely to be strict and demanding. You want them to be self-sufficient and responsible. Though you may love deeply, even with closest family members, it is hard to express those most intimate feelings of affection.
A practical, steady approach to problem solving makes you an excellent manager with superb executive abilities. Security and stability are very important to you--making money, establishing yourself as a community leader, or accepting the responsibility that will secure your status and attest to your worth as an individual. Your attitude toward life in general is that of the traditionalist because you were raised to believe in solid values and a very conservative approach to living.
This placement of the Moon is difficult, but its saving grace is the fact that it easily picks up the best of a chart featuring good aspects, while it gives a sense of stability to those charts in which the aspects are particularly challenging.

Venus sign (Love) - Capricorn

If Venus is in Capricorn in your chart it produces a seriousness, a sense of caution, and a degree of pride associated with the affections. You are actually a little timid in love affairs, and very reserved in expressing feelings. Romantic feelings can be extreme strong inside, while on the surface you appear emotionally distant and reserved. Highly restrained, you're unlikely to make an overt public display of emotions. You do display a quiet personal dignity and refinement.

In truth, you are romantically insecure, fearing rejection and loneliness. Emotional feelings are often repressed and seem to be absent most of the time.

This Venus placement often spurs ambitions and the desire for prestige and status. You may indeed be at your charming best in the work environment, since you are so intensely involved in this arena. Often, romantic involvement starts here. Some with Venus in Capricorn seek love and partnership solely because they view it as the appropriate thing to do, and doing the proper thing is so fundamental to the psychology of this placement.

You expect your partner to be a helpmate in the struggle for success and achievement. Though never openly demonstrative, you are steadfast and loyal. You have a very solid and deep sense of responsibility in romantic attachments and marriage. When it comes to commitment, you are definitely the old-fashioned type. You are a one-love person who is extremely dependable.

There are other planets too, and i'd read them too. HAHA.

It's freaking true lar! but i'm not going to post x.x

because.. you also won't have so much time to read right? Hahaha. :)

Okay bye!

081. First day of a new semester!!

2010-10-25T11:45:00.002+08:00

Lesson for 4 hours cut short to 1 and a half & i'm late for 20 mins... how good? :/

Copy paste that from my facebook as it summarise all, but not rly all. haha.

I woke up at 5.30am today, as i have lesson on 8am.

I woke up to charge my itouch, and i went back to sleep FOR A WHILE...

because my mother's room not opened yet.

So... FOR A WHILE............. 7pm already -.-

from my house to school takes about 1hour + .

then take shuttle bus is 30 minutes, but need to take bus to interchange which is another 15 minutes.

I havent prepare yet, so... i'm late.

lucky i got on the first bus for 9am class.

So i reached school at 8.20.

Tcher still marked me present :D so good! :D

then lesson ended at 9.40am -.-

And now, im home :) at 11. haha.

Gonna meet wendy they all later :D

so happy.

so long never see le . :)

hmm, need to finish my jap homework ah!!!

so insane.

around 5 page (list of verbs) for us to fill in the definition & practice the writing & fill in the te-form. Lol.

lucky me ! left 2 page :) hahaha. but still alot -.- 1 page got around 15 verbs -.-

but nevermind, hahaha got quite abit passion for it :) haha.

Oh yea. reason for being late today was because i slept late last night! haha

WAS READING UP MY MOON SIGN VENUS SIGN ALL THAT w my siblings :D how cool! Everything is sooo true..

gonna post it soon :) haha

ciao :)

- Does smiling really stops you from worrying?

080. You were (are) my everything. (edited)

2010-10-24T14:50:00.003+08:00

[Talking:]
This goes out to someone that was (is)
Once the most important person in my life
I didnt realize it at the time
I cant forgive myself for the way I treated you so
I dont really expect you to either
Its just... I dont even know
Just listen

Youre the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first saw you, I knew it was real
Im sorry about the pain I made you feel (if)

That wasnt me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but its raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didnt want to get hurt
But I didnt know I made everything worse

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldnt have hurt me like I aint shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared
I dont know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one else could know you
Youre number one, always in my heart
And now I cant believe that our love is torn apart

[Chorus:]
I need you and
I miss you and
I want you and
I love you cause
You were my everything
And I really miss you [2x]

And then sit and laugh as youre holding his(her) hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I cant hold you
Without you, everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, Im insane,
Take away the pain
Take away the hurt
Baby, we can make it work

What about when you
Looked into my eyes
Told me you loved me
As you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now Im not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

[Talking:]
I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but
No matter what, youll always be in my heart
Youll always be my baby

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I cant take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know Im still there
I dont wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times?
I didnt think you would ever do me like this
I didnt think youd wanna see me depressed
I thought youd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now Im nothing to you, youre with another ~~guy~~
I tried, I tried, I tried, and Im trying
Now on the inside it feels like Im dying

[Talking:]
And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, well never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

079.

2010-10-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

i dont know why i can type so many stuffs on blog, yet no inspiration for my report =.=

typed half way and im stucked! argh.

today my parents and sis went to malaysia.

ahma in hospital maid is there with her.

left me and my bro at home.

big sis went out for yoga.

my mum told me to do housechores, and i did none until 7 Lol X:

totally.. forgot about it...

as i was busy chatting, fb-ing, doing jap homework & report.

wooo i can multitask pretty well huh Lol.

tt's why. none is completed! ):

but finally had done some housechore.

Today my big sis cooked 2 pan pizza, one for my bro & 1 for me ^^ hahha

so nice~ hawaiian chix pizzzza

then my dinner was cooked by my brother :D

hahah, fried rice.

he first time cooking. And when he was suppose to cook the rice, i almost die.

Because he took one big bowl -.-

lol . lucky my sis stopped him, if not i need to eat until siao~

then after he cook, i have to clean up the mess for him -.-

he damn pro. the cover of the sauce/oil can anyhow throw one -.-

one on the floor then the other one in the drawer.

luckily i found it. Lols.

haiz, still got tons of work to do );

i wanna cry man..

Once it's gone, it's forever gone.

Once it's lost, it's forever lost.

I wish i can don't hold on to you

but i freaking can't control myself.

i think of you everytime when i calmed down, or im staring in the space.

I need school to reopen soon... so that i can keep myself busy,

and dont think of you much.

当我学会如何去爱时你已走远了。

How i wish singapore got a greeen forest, those clean ones,

which people who are moody can go there to relax themselves. haiz .

during autumn there will be falling leaves all around.

Why did it turn out this way.... because of me. sigh.

h a t e m y s e l f . ) :

why did i do that..

078. Well-spent day :)

2010-10-23T02:01:00.004+08:00

HEYYYYYYYY~ (:

like today, even though im a bit moody in the morning/afternoon ):

as im alone with my brother @ home.. or rather i'm stucked at home haha but not really.

lol.

Too moody that i need some times for my own.

initially wanna walk to cwp, but that bus stop in front of me is sooo tempting... & bus had just arrived, so i went to take it HAHA.

Went out to the library alone, to complete some of my jap homework :)

haha.

then went to amk to watch movie alone ! :)

wanted to watch 童眼 but scared.. hahha

so end up watching life as you know it.

hahah pretty funny :)

After that, i travel back home to get those souvenirs for them! :D

haha. and realised i bought too much hahah. :)

but its okay la, haha better to have more than enough :) ahha

met up with cat, keqi, tangjie, jiaen and helen :)

cat & helen left earlier,

went to chit chat with kq tj je.

Pretty fun, talked til 1am haha.

If only we got car, haha, can travel for some supper! how nice. hahha

School reopening soon . so sian.

Dont feel like working @ my current F&B workplace siah...

shall ask my xcolleague for lobangs :) haha.

AND, after soo long holiday, only this week feels like a holiday to me~

haha, because, at the start of the holiday, i started working at my sis' office. :)

haha. But that period was pretty fun instead of tiring/boring.

Nowonder they say workplace environment is very important! it will booooost your morale :)

then after i end my job there, is my sis' 21st birthday, around 12 then end.

and i need to reach Changi airport at 6am the "next" day. so i didnt sleep. lol~

to pack my luggage too hahah X:

then just came back last sunday~ woohoo~ (:

Even though now is the real time im "Relaxing" myself,

but i enjoyed this holiday as a whole.

Not the most, but still, i enjoyed :)

hahah.

because of the great people around me, i enjoyed.

Thank you Humans! hahaha. who i know :)

-how cool that just now when im on MSN, no one's online!!!hahaha.

at around 2am?! HAHA

077. Lyrics of my life.

2010-10-22T11:54:00.003+08:00

倔强

你曾说雨下的时候别低下头  要等候奇迹降落  我不懂曾想一起拥抱的彩虹  为什么只剩下我  原来呀爱情是不会留下什么  只留下残缺的我  能不能再把你的爱借点给我  好让我继续漂流  我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪  是否只剩一人在寂寞战场  你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏  我逃亡  原来呀爱情是不会留下什么  只留下残缺的我  能不能再把你的爱借点给我  好让我继续漂流  我的倔强疯狂 不放 逞强 流浪  是否只剩一人在寂寞战场  你的摸样说谎 眼光 装傻 躲藏  我逃亡  我的倔强凝望 去闯 彷徨 飞翔  是否应该不急 一切去抵抗  你的摸样不想遗忘 飘荡 摇晃  我投降

在你怀里的微笑

可以吗让我和你对调 希望换成你爱我爱得快要疯掉 知道吗你对我多重要 只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱 爱随着风飘荡飘过了你嘴角 飘到天涯海角 把我困在这城堡哪里也逃不了 我不要别人温柔的怀抱 听不见你的心跳 连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到 我只要你喊我一次就好 从前亲昵的暗号 多想再次亲耳听到 让我暂时的依靠 那是短暂止痛药很快会失效 你只要再哄我一次就好 让我可以很骄傲 记住我拥有过的好 记住在你怀里微笑

076. Waiting-boa

2010-10-21T16:29:00.001+08:00

Some of the words are so true...
sigh.

The real english translated lyrics..

how long has it been?
a lot of time has passed by
why am i hurting so?
why are you hurting?
by chance, has something happened?
why aren't you speaking?

it's now..
i'm in front of you..
i need to tell you my mind
the long wait..
waiting for you..
isn't it dumb?

it's always been like so..
it's always had to be like this
i love you for you
i still thank you
why aren't you holding onto me?
why aren't you asking anything?
do you think i can do well without you?

i know..
the last thing i could ever do for you is ~~separation~~
please forgive my love that i've realize is not enough
i love you..
i still thank you
i love you..
i wanted to tell you this

- - For boa waiting neul.

The first time, I saw your smile
like you were an angel that came from the sky
You took away all my long depressions

You were kind, my shining star,
my full moon that has been my guiding light.
But why did you make my heart sadden?

You made me hurt, covered me in tears
left me in the dark, with no way out~
But I loved you more, so very much more
And now you are out of my arms

I still love you, And I miss you
So please keep me in your heart forever.
You'll be in my heart, I will never forget you.

I'll never meet someone like you.
You were an angel that walked on this world.
Do you think I will live without you beside me?

Can you see me, from where you are?
Do you think I'm happy, without you right here?
Time has gone by and my heart hurts more
and I cry every moonless nights.

The sun is dark, without~ you here,
the stars are dull, without~ your smile
But I love you, with all of my broken heart.

All I can do for you, is to give you my love (secretly.)
and to hope that you are still smiling with your joys
even though I'm here in tears~

Please forgive me for being this way
I know you don't want me to be sad for you.
But I still love you, and I'll thank you for all you did

I'll be waiting, if you want to come back~ , to me~
hey, hey~ yeah heh~

075. Yes, i lubbbb you.

2010-10-21T14:33:00.004+08:00

love him very much, but what's the point, when i can't even express myself, let him know..

all i can do is to keep everything to myself.

even when asked by friends, i'd never told them.

always avoiding.

i seriously hated what i have said.

i'm sorry.

perhaps, im destined to be alone, forever.

because there's no one else, whom i love.

2010-10-19T19:44:00.003+08:00

Woot Woot hihi ,

im back from China haha yesterday's yesterday :)

It was overall quite a fun trip :) haha.

shopping every night! ^^ hehhe.

bought many things back,

went there with 14 kg luggage, came back 28kg . lOl!

Luckily my weight didnt double! hahaha.

The weighing machine in the hotel sucks~ lol~! scared me, made me thought i gain weight again -.-

lol. came back i use my own electronic weighing machine ;) lost 3kg~ so happy! lOl.

But come back le, need to do project & report ); sian... lol..

No matter how much i hate it, as long as it's with you, i'll love it.

就算说不上你有什么好我就是喜欢你。

我有预感我会一辈子只喜欢你。:)

请原谅我的倔强。

073. I found it..

2010-10-03T14:45:00.003+08:00

Yes, i found it.

But i won't reveal what does "it" refer to.

It's so heartbreaking when i saw it.

I hate myself, curse myself.

我的心痛。

我后悔没抓紧。

我心痛地哭了。

它真的很痛。

真是笨得可以

明明很爱却没说出口。。

而我发现照片上的笑容并不是真的幸福；假面的微笑

真希望它能倒流。。

好想回到那时。。可惜不能。

072. Someone's watching over me :)

2010-10-03T12:40:00.001+08:00

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

love this :)

071. I love it!

2010-09-27T23:45:00.002+08:00

WOO!! Yo. had been busy working these few wks! hahah!

I RLY LOVE THE WORKING ENVIRONMENT...

SO MUCH THAT I DONT FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO SCHOOL ._. lOl

Rly.

They are all so funny.

Even though there may be stress sometimes, because im stuck in thinking which a/c shld i classify it under!

But, it was rly fun! :)

I dn mind working thr for a few more mths.. haha IF there's no change in the staffs :)

Best working environment i had so far :)

Can listen to music, go fb/msn, chit chat, eat in the office! lol :)

totally boost my morale for work :)

boss also quite good.

but i guess i won't get any chance working thr in the future. =/

So i will enjoy the remaining 2 wks there! :D

HAIZ. i hate the xiamen trip meetings uh!!!

like kinda waste time , somemore clash with my work schedule. -.-

irritating. still need do dno what presentation about their country. Yawnz.

anyway, lucky my fren helped me alot. lol. Bcos i couldn't attend the meeting due to my work. x.x

felt that i had trouble her a lot . x.x

I still in the dilemma of whether to go or not..

but my sister keep asking me go...

and my namecard is rdy liao. guess bo bian huh.

and . i havent pay for the trip yet. woohoo.

thnks to the "efficiency" of whoever/whatever .

Wonder if i can make it for the next meeting or not.

Don't wanna bother my friend x.x

Today actually wan her help me take blazer, but the sch give so many trouble -.-

damn. arh~ nvm.

hmm, recently spent a lot. lOl shall start saving le!!! arhhhhhh~

my work pay only enuff for me to pay for the trip.

so sian... with tt amount of money, i can go taiwan shopping le!!!

..but my sis ask me go this trip -.- say rare... after poly no chance le...

so... ok lor.. lol.. because i dn rly feel like going china...

The places i wish to go are hk, tw, jap or kor.

so, when thinking whether to go other place... i will think twice..

somemore, go there study -.-

hmm, perhaps, after i return from there, i will love it v much. lOl ~

who knows.

Recently found so many nice songs! ahhh~ love it. :)

and.. the video..

i used to post.

It was a final fantasy video with the song "waiting" by boa.

The video totally expressed the song.

And i love it very much.

But it's gone.

The owner deleted it. haiz..

so disappointed..

i wanna see it again, but i cant.

i tried to find others which can give the same feeling.

But they don't.

that's probably the best animated vid i'd seen.

sigh .

Just now saw a uncle., damn gross- .-

ever since i getting down the mrt, he keep looking dno what.

like want to compete with me who get down the train first. SICKENING.

i move, then he also move.

Go die la.

Then when i find him a bit weird, i realize something even WEIRDER!

-.- i saw him wearing something like g-string ? YUCKS.

LOL>

IM NOT A PERVERT OKAY. lol .

it's either he wear his underwear too high or he wear his pants too low. -.-

Damn gross la.

Then as he walking to his bicycle, he keep looking back, because as i notice his weird behaviour, i start walking slowly, to prevent him from following me again -.-

then after he reached his bike, i faster walk. with my sis -.-

sickening ah!!!!! .

Look at his face like okok, mei xiang dao he's such a gross person.

Ren bu ke mao xiang ah! . zzz.

feel like giving him a punch on his face.

lucky he din follow.

Made me got the urge to learn thai boxing or some other deadly kungfu. LOL .

KO all those idiotic person.

And argh! i hate taking MRT.

because there are more and more weird ppl on the train!!! -.-

LOOK AT THIS!

Damn idiotic la! .

when u sit, u still need to scared such things to happen.

And mrt always have to squeeze during peak hour.

Non-peak u still can't sit with your mind at ease.

haiz, in conclusion, i dont like to take mrt. but now got no choice :/ haiz.

OKAY. Enough of my rantings and .. rantings. lol.

Bye.~

-AHH I wanna change blogskin! but no time to do..

- I wanna upgrade my window! but scared the product key can't use! .

070. Totally!!

2010-09-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护着你沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃着聊着笑着今晚多开心
最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看着你偷偷的隐藏着自己
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就像一颗洋葱永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意

describes how i felt, but the ending is different from the mv. Sigh.

069. );

2010-09-01T21:39:00.002+08:00

HAIZ.

gonna waste a day...

and my exam is the day after tomorrow! );

Ytd & ytd's ytd went mac study with ps/helen.

today stay at home ); super not efficient. lol .

Played monopoly with my bro -.-

sian.

just sang karaoke. -.- @ home, of course haha .

don't feel like going out!! x.x

can't wait for exam to finish!!! but i need time study too! x.x

havent rly touch much of LAW. DIE... );

got 3 modules to test, yet i keep dragging!!!

argh, hate myself.

slacked too much at the start! X:

Haiz. i heard from my colleague that most of them had shift to centrepoint-.-

sian!!!... wonder who's still @ my outlet. argh.

hope wont be some bad ppl );

Anyway, my sis help me cfm the job le ^^ hopefully i can start work the week after exam end :)

PLEASE.. i need that job v much x.x

Haiz, hopefully i can burn some oil tonight. );

usually i say like that, it will turn out otherwise! T_T

And recently, having insomnia!!! argh, can't sleep @ 10 . );

sad. need drag drag drag til 11 12 + -.-

haiz.

I will wait, even if it's to no avail.

Even if it's hurtful.

One of my deepest secret.

P.s:\ i found the way i treat the person i love, is the way i treat people i hate, just a bit difference... which i suppose he will never notice. sigh, hopeless me. If only i can love people with huge courage, confidence, and are able to show it out.

haiz.

Glad that you're happy (:

你快乐就是我快乐因为我相信。

Perhaps, you will be the only one, which i will have feelings to,

in terms of character.

But

it's okay. Stay happy, seeing you that way, may maybe, i'll feel better.

But i'll not give up.

Because

i tried

But

failed.

So, instead of keep trying,

i'll just

accept it.

Thank you for everything.

K, CIAO!

068. SUAY DAY ):

2010-08-24T00:51:00.002+08:00

Reasons:

1. Supposedly wanna wake up 9am to check my schedule for work for today!!!

But..went back to sleep @ 8am+ and woke up at 11.40am+ T_T

Starting work at 12 @ Bugis! SO... im late. yes. lOl. ); luckily manager is good. haha. didnt scold me :) but feel bad x.x

2. Maid told me to pass the house key to my brother during his recess time (10am+) as no people will be at home when he reached home -.- Since i woke up late, so i missed the time. -.-

End up putting key under the carpet outside my house and leave a note @ the door! DAMN SCARED HOUSE WILL KENNA BREAK IN X: But lucky didnt x) haha.

3. Forgot to bring handphone to work -.- lol . so not convenient!

4. One side of my earpiece's rubber dropped out -.- damn. );

Okay. & all these happen within 2 hour+ ever since i woke up. Cool bo! -.-

But lucky everything went quite smoothly at work..

hmm... Tomorrow gonna start K-ing BOOKS LIAO!!!! ARGH! .

If not Exam i sure DIE )))))))))))))):

wanna get gooood grades man! :) ahahaha For the sake of myself. haha

Okay uh. so tired huh .

Today during work, got an hour break -.-

went bugis street gai gai..

and end up spending around $50 ._.

Got a pants, top, necklace & earring!!! arhhhhhh hahaha.

Still wanna get a new watch & spectacle!!! argh..

estimated cost is around $200-300!

OMG. still wanna get new phone! = $300+??? =/ wo de tian.

hope the price of the phone i want faster dropdrop! ahahhaha .X:

Okay. enuff of rants. :) Ciao!

067.

2010-08-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

SO HOT .

..the weather. );

hmm, my maid had went back to her country for a week alr. coming back next monday.

HOW'S LIFE WITHOUT HER?

well.. 50 50 .

Quite good and quite bad.

lol.

Good is that, don't have to hide anything or limit ourselves.

Bad is, my grandma seems to have many problems after she left ._.

here pain there pain =/

DONT KNOW WHY!!! T_T

saw her 'aiyo aiyo' feel sad for her..=/

wanna bring her see doctor also hard ):

Hope she will be fine soon..

Also, good that Food is better haha, cos my mum is the chef now ;)

hehe.

Tomorrow going out! :)

To celebrate Susan and Catherine's birthday! :)

Guess it will be real fun!!!

or rather, CONFIRM! haha.

cos with ahfamily ma ^^

heh.

aih, few days had gone, and i havent been studying on my study week!!! argh! so not productive!

DIE. X:

Took out my book, but don't know where to start!

so many texts! SAD.

The worst textbook ever, is when teacher told you the texts inside are very important!

Zzzzzzzzzzzz

somemore the font size is so small, plus black & white. NOT INTERESTING TO READ AT ALL! T_T

Sad.

Microsoft access jiu microsoft access la, it's an info technology, study theory for what! -_-

Sian. theory sucks, ever since secondary school. WHY?

BECAUSE I SUCKS AT MEMORISING THEM!!! ):

Haiz. Bad memory uh.

ever since im young haha.

hope This paper will not be as hard as the one i took last friday!! T_T

OTHERWISE WILL DIE LEH! );

And recently , im very youthful -.-

pimples keep coming out. SAD ):

Life quite slacky now .

*Self-proclaim*

I even got time to watch "The devil wears Prada"

LOL. very nice movie! :)

downloading more movies (: HEHEHEHEH

SO LAZY TO STUDY! ARGH./

Print notes ba ._.

066. Welcome my study break :)

2010-08-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

YYYYYEEEPEEE! :D

So happy! finally finished MWA FINAL TEST -_-

Can't sleep well recently because of that test -_-

because every morning, i was half asleep, half studying my notes -_-

And i can't focus all the time -.-

Hehe, .

but today paper quite difficult -.-

hopefully.. won't pull down my grades.

AND, my project forgot to add one section which can have more marks -_-

Tianz..

hope won't deduct much ! T_T

because other groups seemed to have done it

Sad. LLol

Was full of hope when i welcome this semester.

But now, i feel like dying liao, and think that i can't do very well

HAIZ.

my dreams just shattered this way.

BUT.

i told myself, no matter what, i will just do my best.

Can't get the results i want? then too bad. );

At least i'd given my all.

Last minute work seems to work very well for me uh.

Project so fast finish in the end always spot mistakes T_T

Shall do things last minute liao LOL . X: hehe .

but i hate to rush leh!!! argh! contradictssss!!

Alright! anyway, study break is here!!! 3 weeks ! :D

Haha.

plannings :

0708 NDP Trg.

0808 Staying over @ Loft

0908 NDP Official

1108 Cat&Susan Bday (:

1408 Meet up with Cherilyn & Sean :D

.. . . . ... ++ More to come ((:

Meet up with PSF. Wendy, Shiqi, Xuanwei, Cherilyn. (:

Mahjong? ahahha!

Some mooovies?

Haha!

OH YA huh . -.- wo de tian. i got .. dance practices! -_- wo de tianz!

I forgot about it, and gave my schedule on the day i got dance -_-

hopefully can change timing uh!!! x.x

Then the empty days are just STUDY or WORK luh .

Pathetic ahs! Lol.

hate to work.

but no choice, cause on earth we need money! T_T Sad.

Okay, had been feeling sleepy ever since i came home after the paper... or rather when i started studying for today's test.. lOl X:

Sleep, bye! :]

065. Stress

2010-08-06T10:39:00.003+08:00

Ah! Hi !

later got final test, and im still browsing here and there-.- wo de tian. Lol .

Focus! weiyi!!~~ omg. k bye

064.

2010-08-06T10:37:00.000+08:00

Everything you said means the world to me.

063. 我有预感

2010-08-04T21:39:00.005+08:00

Test on Friday, still havent study much );

Cant focus uh! Keep falling asleep or watching video X:

heh. watched Power Sunday on sugoideas.com :)

So tired uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhzzzz

So many stuffs had been disappointing me ,

don't know if i still have the motivation to study.

haiz.

OKAY. 不到最后一秒绝不放弃！

I'll persevere...

But so tired now siah!!! -_-

feel like sleeping at 10 X:

But havent study! Shets. haiz.

我讨厌我自己像个缩头乌龟

只在一个角落默默的守护着你

一句问候都不敢说

062. Back to my Picture-less blog :)

2010-07-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

Yo. Finally, felt like a big pebble letting go of my back.

-_- finished e-tutorials/discussion board.

Have a hard time thinking of how to crap up an answer-.-

so damn hard. search online also hardly get an answer luh.

see textbooks, so many words also super sian!!!!

THEN... i decided to press F1 of the application for HELP! :D

Finally, get something to write.

Then teacher ask us to think of exam qns -.-

then i anyhow write uh. hahah simple qns but many marks ;)

haha!

then the other one also. but it's easier ;)

cos most answers on slides. HEHEHE X:

Then just had impromptu last tuesday x.x

ha missed out one of the content. but cher say the other aspects were good ;) haha.

hope next week will be the same too!

Then the next next week got e-portfolio ._.

needa do blog.

sian. dno what template to get );

dno what job to get );

dno what achievement i should write ._.

anyway. gay projects are due-ing! and most of them are almost complete!

hope will not do too badly..

ah w/e. tmr gotta chiong finish projects man!!!!! :)

then can rest.

these few days always sleep at wee hours , sucks man.

then everyday need wake up around 6 o clock.

EVEN ON SATURDAYS ): because NDP );

and this week is flag day -.-

hate it..

i hate to ask ppl for money ._.

i prefer to give, though i hardly.

As in, if my job were to give ppl benefits i will like it more, than asking people to pay me unless they got benefit from it.

haiz. wanna pon also cant. );

sad, next week jap final sem test liao! T_t

like alot to remember! hope can cope.

better study properly, weiyi!! :)

okay uh. tired le. finally can sleep with a peace of mind that i had finished THIS WEEK'S TUTORIALS! :)

CIAOS ! :)

061. Ohayo.

2010-07-10T07:28:00.002+08:00

*hungry*

Ytd, i came home at 6pm+

and i straight away do my art piece..

until 12.30pm, i realised i havent bath, havent eat since 3.30pm.

damn pro lar.

lol

maybe it's becos im doing what i like... =/

hah if that's the case, then if i get into art industry, i will be very skinny le~ ^^ LOL X: jk haahha

okay, later going NDP trg.

._. its 730am only ~!

damn tired..

and later need to buy wire... dont know where got sell x.x

Then tomorrow got dedication at dont know what church... kind of like forced to go.. -.-

But well.... since it had sponsored the club and im part of it.

I shall go. It's reasonable.

omg siah. left 1.5 days to do art work!!!!

scared can't finish on time! ):

AND MY TUTORIALS.. havent do...

sian luh .

nothing much alrr, bye x.x

060. Oh just realise..

2010-07-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

I just realised, it had been a long time since i blog.

I just realised, it had been a long time since i twitted. (IM BACK TO TWITTER)

-hiphiphoooooooooraeys!

I just realised, i don't know if you treasure our friendship or not.

I just realised, i can't read your mind. (well, im not in a PSYCHOLOGY course FYI)

-don't care.

I realised, i really dont know how to express myself.

I realised, i sucks at comforting people who need comforts );

SERIOUSLY, I'm always speechless when someone needed advices/words of comfort.

I'm so sorry.

I can only say, i can just be a listening ear with no advice for you.

I just realised, i seems to lost my loyalty. I used to stand up for my friends, always. But hardly ever now.. T_T this sucks ttm. I really feel sorry.

I miss my secondary school life. where everything seems to be so relax. no staying back everyday for SCHOOL work. haiz.

AND MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!..

I'm friend with almost every classmates of mine. but not rly now in poly...

I hate guessing if people are fake/true to me, that sucks.

maybe because, i also dont know if i am fake/true.

I tried to be happy wholeheartedly. But I'm not sure if it is.

Sometimes, when i smile/laugh wholeheartedly, it seems fake.

Thus, I REALLY DONT KNOW HOW SHOULD I EXPRESS MYSELF.

SUCKY LIFE. ):

Okay! as i said on FB, can't wait to graduate from POLY~

and can't wait to die physically.. but...

before i die, i wanna meet my Mr Right, Fall in love with someone who is in love with me and i am, too. I want to go overseas with my family. Find all my true friends, gather together. I want to live a day of luxury :) I want to experience the time where buying branded stuffs is NOTHING. AND........ many more lar! lol a greeeedy person X: hehehhehe

Anyway, recently had been much better eh.. things seems to be in better condition... hope it will last..

Such as, projects/tutorials/lecture.

Chionging projects like everyday lar!~

so tiring. 3 project on hand. Biz comm tests every week (impromptu, e-portfolio..) biz msg just past.

busy like hell. BCOS OF YOG UH!!!

lol .

lalala w/e .

YOG i think i will go Msia for a few days :)

haha. And hor, I had signed up for the Xiamen trip. so should be going there during October. :)

HOPE IT WILL BE FUN... T_T Dont waste my hard earned money.

because, for that price, i can go my TAIWAN again! and spend like mad uh. );

I want go taiwan...

but before that.. shld be going Japan with my family 2 yrs ltr :) after i graduate! ^^ hehehes

hopefully by that time, im pretty fluent in my japanese. :)

haha.

Okay luh. Got to get back with my Wire Structuring!!!

Hand's skin have been coming out due to it!

My medusa :)

haha!

will post picture of it when completed :)

Great days ahead please... for both you and I :)

bye!

059. Holiday... is over.

2010-06-28T20:39:00.008+08:00

Yo, just to blog about my holiday. :)

wanna thanks them for making my holiday so fruitful!

14 & 15 Work.

16/6 KBOX-ed with Ahfamily (Susan, Peishan, Helen, Keqi, Tangjie) @ Jurong safra :D

17/6 Dry Swimming a.k.a Mahjong @ Keqi's house! :D *finally i won them!!* hahah. :p

18/6 Worked in the morning.

Supposedly meeting classmate for movie, but one needa send sis off, so cancelled. Supposedly meeting keqi and tj cos they wanna come bugis shopping~ but it's too late that they cant make it le. x.x SO... i end up shopping with my big sis! ^^ bought bakery materials with her. hehe. and shopping for clothes. :)

19/6 NDP Training: Captain's ball :D haha. won with Susan, Lijun, Priya and Yvonne in my team ^^ (wow it seems to be a pretty lucky week.)

20/6 HAPPY Fathers' Day. :D went Woodgrove to have dinner. Shopping there too :D haha! X: oops. ALSO, celebrate my bigsis' birthday which is on 21st. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SIS :D

21/6 Suki Sushi session with XiaoHui-san & Cherry-san :) Japanese class classmates. FREE FLOW OF SASHIMI -LOVES. all of us didnt drink sake before, so we ordered one to try. Well, i can tell u, its tastes sucks!!!! lOl NOT NICE ONE, like those medicated oil x: i think vodka is nicer :p Even beer is nicer. x.x Then met my ex-colleagues, chitchats quite a bit. hahaha. miss them uh. super great ppl ):

22/6 Work in the morning. MET UP with Cherilyn for Pastamania! initially for Nightmare on Elm's Street. BUT finished! ); so we went to rent a thai horror dvd and watched at my house. confusing huh. Body #19.

23/6 Meetup with Shiqi & Wendy! :D Wendy's boyfriend tag along too :) Went shopping @ JP before meeting them hehehe. Went to eat sumo with them then KBOX. :D SO FUN!! we were so chilled by the aircon @ Kbox. -.-

24/6 Project

25/6 SLACK @ HOME - LOVES!!! finally stay at home liao. lol.

26/6 NDP training - went Padang to watch the show :D til night.

27/6 Out with ABC - Amirah Bazilah Charmaine!!! :D went Marina Barrage to meet up with

Amirah and Charmaine, as one is having competition the other one is Emcee. (: Grats Amirah on her Gold in Dragonboat! :D Then met up with Bazilah @ MB station. Went Orchard to eat then slack. :D chit-chats and took pictures. short day but great! :D

Those who i wanna thanks are: Ahfamily (Susan, Peishan, Helen, Keqi, Tangjie), My Real Family, Lijun, Yvonne, Priya, XiaoHui, Cherry, Cherilyn, Wendy, Shiqi, Amirah, Bazilah & Charmaine. (not in any special order, just date)

Thanks for making my holiday a wonderful one! :D

Oh ya, i also wanna thanks those shopping malls which are having GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!!! -.- made me spend soooooo much... heartpain. LOL spent hundreds bucks over these two weeks.... shet... gotta stop spending!! x:

OH then today, start school right?

Im lazy to post everything about today. so gonna just lift from my FB.

Wa Lao . Really suay. Reached 1 hr 30 mins earlier bcos I thought the lesson was 12 instead of 1. Nvm. Waited 40 mins for tcher to come yet she pon school -.- totally a waste of time -.-

DAMN SUAY RIGHT? HAIZZZZZzzzzzz..

okay uh. hope tomorrow will be a better day! bye! T_T

058. Holiday?

2010-06-12T00:19:00.003+08:00

YAY. 11 June 2010 1230PM marks my 1st holiday of the 1st semester'10 :D

SO HAPPY! :D

but SO BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!! x)

but busy in a happier way LOl.

After exam, went to Jurong point to get present.

Almost got lost there-.-

Just realise there's no 2nd floor in JP2 or 1. -.-

Totally dno which one is 1 which one is 2 - forgot.

but anyway, i found that shop :0

Then, went home, get changed.

Get out of the house to queue for ASTON.

As it is expected to queue.

When i got there, the queue was pretty short as compared to usual.

BUT i queued 1hour+ -.-

THANKS TO THE REST. 7 people, only me is there! even when it's my turn, also can't go in!

Stood on my heels for an hour +

knee pain man.

Lol. but after that, i master the art of not feeling pain on heels. Lol.

just measured, and found out it was a 11.5 cm heel.

but, WHATEVER.

finally i saw them coming.

BTW, what's worse was, MY PHONE BATTERY IS DYING.

Sucky phone. -.-

spoiling.

Just charged full before i went out of my house, yet after 2 hour DEAD. -.-

even if i want take their order also cant ):

Then okay, back to seeing them come.

Finally can go in and rest. Lol.

Had my lemon lime chix :D oishiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

and da potato salad oishishishiiiiiiiii

with onion ringggggggg ooooooooooo so parphat! :D

Well, i queued from 520 to 620.

movie start at 7

food took 10 mins. (which was fast! :D)

then, chiong eating-.-

i almost choked! -.-

But it was so delicious :D

On the way to toilet halfway,

i saw CHARMAINE!!!!

Hahah.

queuing :P

it was 3 times longer than what i was queueing.. =/

okay,

After that we went to watch...............

THE KARATE KID.

Ah, so nice.

It's a mixture of comedy + touching + violent show. LOL .

nice uh. and and also, Racial harmony LOL.

very nice larh, MUST WATCHHHHHHHH!!!!

Tmr's activities: NDP Group outing, Jasper's Bday.

SAD CAN'T GO 4E2 GATHERING ! );

But nvm, will meet up with mates and partners soon! :D

057. Have a break, have a kit kat.

2010-05-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

SOOOOOOOOO B BUSY~

TODAY IS SUCH A TRAGIC DAY!!!

Morning wake up 9.45am --- shit! late for NDP training!!!

945 suppose to reach ITE simei, yet i just wake up! -_-

reached thr at 1130. training end at 1230 LOL. song bo~ -.-

lol. then join them lunch :)

HAD PEPPERLUNCHHHHHHHHHH!!! LOVESLOVES! :D

drank sugarcane, icelemontea, pearl milk tea all in 2 hours time. Pro siah.

Diabetes will sure find me one day. ):

I DONT WANTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

But sweet temptations are hard to resist!!! ):

after that went home (): cannot go arcade with them! so sad!), and bath. get ready for work in 30 minutes time .

mum ask me to have my dinner and i said, yes.

When it's ready, i suddenly remembered i just had my lunch 1hours+ago!! -_-

lol! so didnt took that dinner, ate watermelon instead.

Went to work, haha. juan waited my outside my workplace, to share the legendary chicken cutlet with me! LOL.

okay la!!!

just very crispy lor haha:P

then work was okay. haha.

pretty happy today,... until a weird person appear-.-

keep complaining so much, end up my manager gave her 50% discount. YAWN.

cheapo sia. what an unreasonable customer.

sigh~

then the rest was okay uh.

had my dinner at 10pm~ so song huh.

and im the last to finish again!!! yucks!!~ lol.

friday also! first to start, last to finish -.-

AHH WEIYI!! CANT U EAT FASTER????????? -_-

after that , lucky i caught up with my 1st bus,

then to 2nd bus stop, while walking up the overhead bridge , i saw 2 of my bus at the bus stop there!!

i ran down... and they just drove off like that!

SO SAD LA!!!!!..

zzz then i took a bus with letter "R" behind, so sian.

concession not valid for it!!! Spend $1.50 ! ): lol .

then right, when reach interchange, saw my 3rd bus in front!

rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn towards it,

and...

it drove off again!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@#^%#@&$@@, cursing and swearing in my heart!

SIAN.

SUAY TTM TODAY. BLACK SATURDAY!!

arghhhhhhhhhhh

and finally.

reached home

12 flavors of doughnuts waiting for me ^^ hehehe .

finished in 3 minutes time.

my sis say me, she took so long to cut nicely for me, and i finished it just in 3 mins!!! :D

hahaha!!

lalalala XD

ok uh, tmr still gotta study with ps! ((:

CIAO!

056. Timeless

2010-05-28T01:44:00.002+08:00

OHH MYY GAWDD.

just worked tonight.

and my eyelids are so heavy!

tomorrow morning going to work again.

sian.

but people there quite nice [:

common test coming in 2 wks time yet i havent touch anything !

dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

now got time, but i dont feel like studying. so tired.-.-

waiting to change my hotel shift X: 2am+ LOL.

sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy

i am so sleeeeeeeeeeepy~

i find that, im getting more and more childish as i grow! OH GOSH,

why am i always the opposite of normal people! ):

sad.

just crapping. bye.

Photos for post 053. (:

2010-05-27T01:19:00.005+08:00

REMIX VERS. Bought this for my sis to get in to the autography session too! :)

50:50

THANKS TO THIS! I HAV TO SPEND ANOTHER $11 :(

BUT THAT 40 MINS DVD MADE IT WORTHWHILE! ^^

LONG QUEUE? NO. in front got around 200 people

Behind got around 500 ppl LOL . estimation! haha.

Okay , i shall say, in front is like triple times of this,

and behind is 5 times of this, or even more!

Finally, can go in liao..

THEN NEED TO QUEUE AGAIN!! -.-

this time, zig zag zig zag. around 20 rows -_- LOL.

FINALLY GETTING NEARER!! HE's DAMN SHUAIII~

Here he is~

LOVES :D

Well, battery went flat -.- when can get better shots!

but anyway, no photo-taking on top .):

sad. Okay, i go slp liao! X: 130am ): bye!

054. OH, IM IN LOVE WITH SHREKKKKKK

2010-05-27T01:07:00.002+08:00

....'s PUSS-IN-BOOTS! HAHA

Love that eyes of it! :D

DAMN CUTEE! haha!

omg.

so tired now!

haha

My wednesday, 26 05 2010.

Woke up in the morning and get ready to school!

haha. meeting up with groupmates to discuss project.

This is E-learning week! :)

And i finished 5/6 of the stuffs on tuesday :)

so happy!

my ton-ing isn't for vain! :)

after discussing, went to have my jap class :)

so sadddddddddd. my "spelling" test got 9/10 );

just because i didnt rly go and study the number thingy thoroughly! T_T

sad. Hate TSU! everytime make me can't get full mark. 3rd time alr! lol.

but it's okay!!! jyjy~

After jap class,

went to watch Shrek! :D

First time watching.

didnt really like it previously -.-

and thinking why people like it so much, the green giant. Lol

NOW I KNOW! :D

damn cute movie!

if there's follow-up, i may go and watch too! :)

regret not watching shrek 1,2 and 3 ! haha!~

Well, a fruitful and happy day i had, how about you?

you? you?

are there even one? haha! :)

I don't mind, this is MY journal ^^

alright . wanna sleep, but hair is still wet! :(

sian. Oh ya!

just now when i came home, just when i alight bus, my laptop dropped on the floor!!

omgg~

the impact. like damn big la!!!!

but thank goodness! it's still functioning as normal,

just one crack and the bottom seems to be coming out!! omg~

Weiyi ah~ when can u stop droppping your laptop!!!

though it's IBM stuffs, but u can't treat it like tt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So scared have to pay another 300 -.-

i don't wish my hard earn money to go to reparation fee for my laptop.

well broke english, lazy to think le laaa!!

english sucks .

though im speaking one, (aka singlish ((:)

today jap teacher asked me, (convo in japanese)

He: English or chinese easier?

I replied, "chinese"

He: English or Japanese easier?

I replied, "Japanese"

haha! he was shocked when i said japanese was easier. LOL

but it's English we used to translate-.-

I rly dont know why english so hard.

it seems easy, but when i say/speak/write, it doesnt seems to get me good results!!! ):

sad.

how i wish im talented in it! haha~ of cos, my other skills won't be gone~ :) haha!

Really like my 2 kakis in Jap class :)))

damn funny people!!! haha. :D

okay uh, i go le bye~

053. Siansation

2010-05-25T02:44:00.005+08:00

Long time no blog.

Busy .

Saturday: Went to have the Final Flashmob dance at Changi Airport :D

everything was fine. But i forgotten some point LOL. x;

hehe .

but overall experience was great! :D

After that, went to Swensens for some desserts.

At evening time, went to Minkai's 21st birthday.

haha! long time no see.

Then after leaving his chalet, we went for some photography session for sparkles and jump shots.

I went with my sis' friends.Well, Minkai is my sis' friend too LOl.

It was damn fun!! lol .

and all of us missed the last bus/train -.-

end up cab home. lol!! midnight charge!!! expensive sio!

Sunday:

Woke up in late morning.

Hehe. edited my project. wanted to send to my project mate but stupid msn got problem!!

can't attach file );

so i didnt, then i went off to show luo's autography session!

with wendy! :)

initially she didnt want to go, LOl. i tempted her! haha.

so she bought the album, but to acc her bf, she didnt go in~

after everything i pass her the album again :) -last edited, 27052010 1:36AM.

OMG LA. waited for 3 hours then can see him!

then hor, go in still got many zigzag queues lOl.!

omg, i saw him!!! we were like 200cm away?!

He's so handsome!!!!!! super charming.

I felt as though i'd melted. LOL.

DAMN SHUAI!!!!!!! haha.

but, sad case.

He shook my hand like didnt shook like tt T_T

Didnt look at me~ smile to me~ lOl. ): sad ttm.

He shook my sis' hand so well and even winked at her. SAD. -.-

is it just because she said thank you?

Lol.! SO SAD LARh. idk why i didnt say a single word up there!

I think i was too shocked by his charm LOL. X:

SERIOUS, he damn shuai!! lol . well, i felt like an idiot. lol .

i felt heartbroken too. Lol because i felt heartbroken , i felt like an idiot -.-

LOL.

My sis fren also kenna something like that, but when my sis told her about my situation, she felt better-.- wth... lol

okay larh . haha gotta get over it.!! I'll go to his next autograph session, if things wont change, i'll give up on idolising him!! LOl. X:

hehe . staying up so latE?

to finish up my e-learning!!! cause i wanna enjoy tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH~~

haha. so far finished about 2 to 3 modules? :D

2 more to goooooooo~~~~~~~ happy mugggiingggg weiyi!

052. Which is me.

2010-05-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

Biew.

Stacked with work.

but stucked with it.

where shall i start from.

i dont know.

i received letter.

no one to share to.

all's out.

projects.

school work.

notes.

studies.

extra modules.

coming

to have

more and more

tired maxxxx

BALAHBALAHABHJABHSLAHSA

Shall continue my tutorial! bye!

a post.

without commas.

051. Rest-less

2010-05-17T00:57:00.002+08:00

My 16 May started at 12AM+

Lol. went out to fetch my sis who just came back from Japan!!!!
COOL ! I MUST GO THERE SOMEDAY! ):

hahas,
she bought quite alot of things back. Tried the sushi she bought from the airport there.
DAMN NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! OMG.
lol.

One sad point is that 89% of the stuffs she bought is FOOD! ):
haha. i want usable stufffffffffffffS!!~~ hahaa .
but it's okay!!!!!!

I FINALLY GOT MY 1000 PIECES PUZZLEE!!! :D:D
hahah she bought one from Japan for me :D:D

It's a picture of Mt Fuji with sakura tree at the side ^^
YIPPEEEEE ^^^^^^^

Btw~ my survey still need 1 moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELPHELP!!

http://fluidsurveys.com/surveys/weiyi21/shopping/

THANKS A BILLION!!!!!!!! LOL.

then woke up at 1130 today.
and prepared to go work @ 2 ):
Until 10 pm .
lol

Quite sad that my manager is leaving,
cause the thought of her being so direct and always give me the schedule i want.
Wonder how will the new manager be like..
but i guess i wont be working the next few weeks bah, cos CT!!!!!!!!!

argh. i felt so dead lar.
it's already like the dunno which week liao, yet projects are like, JUST STARTED -_-
GOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

I WANNA FAINT.
Speaking about that, made me have no feeling to blog liao!!!
need to chioong ):

CIAO!!~

050. BEE

2010-05-14T16:16:00.005+08:00

Commercial:

DEAR FRIENDS, PLEASE HELP DO!!!!

http://fluidsurveys.com/surveys/weiyi21/shopping/

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

HEELLLLOoOO

Though im as busy as a beeeeeeeeee

but still gotta find time to blog! :D

Woo.

yesterday went out with ahgui and shiqi! after school :D

Initially say wanna go bugis, then end up going dhoby ghaut.

haha . went to eat Aston!

As nice as always :D

They treated me as it's my "birthday" HAHA!

next outing would be shiqi's "birthday" :D:D:D

after that, went to watch movie, The Back Up Plan.

Bought it a bit late, so have to sit 3rd row T_T . so near. LOL.

but nevermind.

doesn't really affect anything. haha.

The movie storyline is very nice.

but the graphic part... abit gross for me..

3 of us thought it was PG.

and..

yeah. it's PG.

but, there's somemore, PG-13 -_-

due to sexual content.

rah, w/e. nvm, the storyline good! touching, i like. hahahah.

some tears formed in my eyes for a few while

After movie, it's already 11PM++ liao.

haiz, happy moments just end so fast..

next outing we must go out whole day kae!!!! :D:D haha!

cheeers!

AND HERE, GOES THE PICTURES!!!!!!!!! :D

Okay, today.

well, it's as usual, go school, lecture, do project, go home. haha.

was pretty happy with the IT project, cause i get to design stuffs! :D

yesterday night also, doing database, need to find pictures of clothes :D

had a great time searching :D haha!

but im worried for biz communication T_T

the essay...

and my survey just started!!

DEAR FRIENDS, PLEASE HELP DO!!!!

http://fluidsurveys.com/surveys/weiyi21/shopping/

THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!

please dont mind that my name is there-.-

damn stupid siah.

didnt know that it will appear in the link. now want change also cannot!!! urgh!

okay larh. go le, bbbbyyyyee~

049. Lyrics of my

2010-05-11T22:39:00.003+08:00

IRRITATED BY TUTORIAL!!! argh.
suckiest module ever, access.
go die lar X:
haiz. ciao needa continue suffering from it ):

杨丞琳- 只想爱你
我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你 当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己可以为爱那么坚定
只想爱你 好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

因为我只想爱你。。

048. SHOPPING is enjoyment, MONEY is torture.

2010-05-11T10:20:00.004+08:00

HIIPHIPPHOOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!

look how "small" it is! :D

zooomed

A photoframe. inside got many more of her photos to change if u wan! haha!

woo! damn cool! the one she's in green is the CD album!

super cool. can open damn long!!! LOL.

Finally bought it sia! sunday, went to see..

saw... thinking if i should buy.. but end up didnt buy. lol.

cause going work anyway. later hard to carry.

hah! lucky i dint buy that day.

Then i went to buy (with determination this time) yesterday! haha.

with ahying, after meeting her at mac.

then we went bugis, coz i wanna buy a some hand accessories.

end up ahying bought too! LOL. and said i influenced her -_- lol !

then went to the street to shop. lOl. !

omg. both of us are hooked onto shopping uh!!!

lol, but she bought more stuffs than me :P

SHE GONNA BLAME ME AGAIN!!!! LOL

but okay whad, worth it! HAHA :P cheap mahs.

Then we shopped til 7 like that.

took train. wha lao, GOD DAMN SQUEEZY -.-

bounce back also no use,

all the working adults know this secrets already! arghh~ lol.

Damn sian lurhh.. then me and ying stood all the way -_-

stood til we both giddy alr! lol

SHOPPING OF THE DAY: Rainie yang's latest album, Uweekly with SHOWLUO as cover page!, wristband, beads, earring, sandals. HAHA. :) LOVE IT X3X3

Okay. some old photos.

REALLY OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

cause it's about WHITE HAIR!!! T_T

ahying spotted a white hair, and i cut away!!! lol!!!

see how it blend with a piece of white paper.

can u see that? CLICK TO ZOOM!

HAHA. so sad right! i dont use my brain that often, yet i still got white hair!

SADDD TTM!!! LOL. okay uh . needa go school le!

just finished by telephone etiquette 1 hour ago!

argh!!!

forgot to say one thing. sad.

hope she din find out ! haha!

okay uh . go le bye~

047. Loneliness.

2010-05-09T09:46:00.003+08:00

Hi.

woke up in a lonely mood.

everyone isn't at home.

big sis- went japan.

2nd sis, mama, alvin- went malaysia

dad-work

T_T

i didnt go because got work at night.

haiz.

felt so lonely once again!!!

lonelier than that time they went hongkong.

when is my turn to abandon them at home?!!?!?! lOl X:

haha.

sad.

GENTING!!!! lol

haiz! today gonna complete as many tutorials as i can!!

then night gotta work. SO LAZY to work!!! -.-

haiz.

when can i quit man... lol.

alright, bye.

当我决定转身时，

你，已远去。

能回来吗？

我还在原地，等。

046. 累。

2010-05-08T01:14:00.004+08:00

BOoooooooooooo.

had a tired friday.

but still, thank guanyinma it's friday! haha. quoted from a group in fb LMAO X:

anyway.

had lessons in the morning/afternoon..

then go work.

initially thought i end school at 4, but it's actually 3 -.-

so i went home first before going work.

to put down the heavy things i brought to school!!!!

like redundant larh.

cos i end up changing @ home. lol.

anyway. work, kind of boring and kind of fun -_-

hahaa.

tired!!!

quitting anyway!!!

haha.

im a job hopper~ haha!

sian siah.

just now OT-ed.

then

OT til no more bus in the midst. -.-

So i cabbed for a distance. -$8.50~!

sad.

lucky my tips was 20bucks+

HAHA.

surprised to get it. :)

haha.

lucky my bus to my house's last bus is 1 hour later-.-

lol. otherwise, i gotta walk / take MRT..

so sleepy uh.

2 projects on hand, yet i feel so tired alr!!!

LOUSYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

tomorrow going study i guess!

haha. need to do new tutorials ):

sian.

anyway! tired alr!
Ciao!

怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰

  承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
 悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭
 我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

我想这一定是报应
都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去

黄色丝巾是想念
在树上被风吹
 孤单的 孤单一个人无法沉睡

爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你

044. Sweet Temptationssss

2010-05-06T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hi .

Recently

had

been

eating

desserts!!!!

Omg..

so nice!!!

lol.

Esp Red Bean Milk Ice LOL. direct translate X:

hahaha!

omg.. sad.. but i can't eat le bah!

cos i think i'll get diabetes if i continue eating like that..

this month.. i think i ate 10 times alr.. lol . count from lastlast saturday.

So many right!!!!?!?

so must cut down le ):

sad .

Recently ,

feeling kinda giddy.

and coughing terribly in the midnight.

but ytd okay abit.

maybe because i know how to deal with it le :)

*Pour hot water*!~ HAHA.

i mean, drink. haha.

omg,.. not got 2 projects. i felt like a bird..

but.. i'll sure regret when deadline is near..!!!

T_T

lol.

Biz communication was okay.. all sorts of tests are coming up..

even picking up phone. ):

haiz.

hope can score well this sem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGH!

So sad, tomorrow after school still needa work.

SIAN TTM!~~

feel like quitting uh!!!!

sad.

okay uh . end here. ciao.

UPDATES: OMGGG I WANNA BUY RAINIE'S NEW ALBUM!!!! (SO MANY MVs! & nice songs!!!) ARGH. but tomorrow no time to buy! SIAN.

SATURDAY MAYBE. Hope still got stock/singapore has it now!!

YAY~ finally saw show luo on YLBFB liao~ :D

i think , im an idiot liao.

Lol. see him on TV then so happy lOl. hua chi~

043. You are a failure?! X:

2010-05-04T18:13:00.004+08:00

OMG...

sad..

my cough... getting worse!!!!

yesterday midnight was coughing on my bed, even tears came out.

i thought why am i crying -.-

then this morning was okay...

now come again!!!!

omg..

stop coughing please.. );

ANYWAY, i wanna say that my IT lecturers for this sem was cuiiiiiii...

sian... i dont know why..

one of them was like, dont know how to teach, then the other one, like teaching the wrong material -.-

sian siah... lol.

hope that i wont die this sem... x.x

爱的痛了，痛的哭了，哭的累了矛盾心里总是强求

劝自己要放手，闭上眼睛让你走。

042. Worthwhile .

2010-05-03T18:09:00.003+08:00

Hello. its me again, who else.

well! i havent start my tutorial yet! lols/.

just now do half way, find it kinda difficult.

cos, i doesnt seems to be able to get the answer from the lecture notes.-.-

so i decided to go borrow the book.

WOOOOTT..

finally found that book - the one i took 1hr + to find. :D:D

so funny uh,

because i lost half of my voice.

then when i wanna enquire the staff something,

i open my mouth and nothing came out! -_-!!!

lol. then he gave me a piece of paper and pen to write. LOl

so paiseh!!!!

after that i went NLB woodlands to find book.

cannot find. on loan): sad.

then my classmate called me.

LOL. so paiseh .

i dont know if i had speak too loud.. lol .

was having my ear piece on. x;

then she say what happened to my voice. lOl.

hard to explain siah! X:

well and ytd i conferenced with shiqi & wendy!!! :D

so long never conference liao! :D

haha.

yao kai xin !! :)

041. HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

2010-05-03T12:00:00.002+08:00

WOO.

It's monday! :D

came back from camp yesterday. haha.

lost my voice, got cough, flu, sore throat and headache.

Lol.

i didnt shout as much as others yet i lost my voice.

half of them now.

so end up didnt go to work. X:

then it was okay uh.

so sian, havent do my tutorials. later gotta chiong!!!! :))))

haha.

well started playing hotel city yesterday!

hahaha.

like fun.

then played rakion til 3am ytd x;

omg.

i think my dark eye rings getting worse liao la!

Friday sleep at 12+ i think

Sat 1am+

Sun 3am+

getting later and later. LOL.

hehe okayy uh. bye!~

040. Where did i last stop?

2010-04-30T15:39:00.002+08:00

Well!!! .

didnt blog for a few days.
life in school was..
okay..
sigh.
still prefer last sem.

anyway.
i going camp for 3 days! means later, sat and sun i wun be in my house LOl.
SAADDDD .

My parents and my 2nd sister went taiwan le!!!!
wah laooooooooooooooooooo
envy ttm!!!!
5 stars hotels!!!!
Dinner at kind of restaurant/ballroom!!!!
KNS. ):
never bring me.. Lol.
stupid schooL!!!! why cant start in JUNE!?
BABHAHAHAHA .

sian that time they go hk also.
have school ):

then after they come back, my big sis going Japan!!!!
wha lao ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
throw me in singapore one by one -.-
lol.

sad ttm~~
i wanna go overseas toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
JAPHKKORTW. ):
I WANT YOU GUYS!!!! LOL.
plspls drop billions of money to me,
so i can visit u all..
LOL. X:
insanity. Lol

IM SICK-ING!!!
cough had found me after my sore throat..
then what?

die sia...
i think i gonna get diabetes lar!
keep eating desserts! X:
hahaha.
weather HOT mah!!!! X:
sad.

anyway just now learned how to create website :D
so cool! hahaha.
hope next time i can create my blogskin using that programmmm!!! :D

Okay~ gota go bye.

039.

2010-04-27T18:17:00.002+08:00

tired!!!!

ahh.

slept at 1am+ last night, almost 2..

then woke up 6am this morning.

well compare to some people maybe i had LOTS of sleep alr.. lol

today was bored larh.. really felt irritated by the IT lectures-.-

hate that TTM..

teacher like dno how to teach leh. lol.

teach people the long way where there's a simpler way. LOL.

but the other one was okay larh, just that they talk like that, hard to absorb.

okay, then after that.

i went to library to borrow some textbooks.

sadly, i searched one of the marketing books for 1hr + and realise the only one that's available are not for loan!!!!! argh...

felt so cheated... lol. but nevermind i get to loan the supplementry one :D

haha.

argh, wanna do my tutorials le! sian.

hate textboooooks!!!! o_o

then after my tutorial, got to study jap liao!!!!! ahhh ..

havent start studying kanji~

ciao-

他已是我心的一部分。

对不起。

038. P.Sch Friends outing :D

2010-04-27T01:40:00.004+08:00

yo. just a quick one before i go to have my 4 hrs sleep ):

Today, afternoon went to meet helen for lunch :D

haha. and studied together.

Practically, was doing tutorial :D

after that, went to meet my pri school bffs

Wendy & shiqi :D

We went to bugis.

then ate, shopped, snapped !

so happy to see them again!!!

joked alot~

hehe. meeting them again 3 weeks later!!! :D

hope the busy people wont be busy HAHA :P

And me too :D

Loveeeeees!

037. CRAVINGS FOR SHOPPING!

2010-04-25T00:43:00.003+08:00

Omgggg. i had been craving for shopping these few weeks!!!!

omg. lol.

and now im like, blogshopping? lol!

i just went to shop at bugis just now. -.-

with my sis. lOl.

spent $45++

and spent $48 on wallet bought at airport. -.-

OH MY GAWDDD lol.

and i still dont feel 'enough'.

still wanna shop!!!!!~~ LOL.

omg..

how can i stop. !

ahhh.

and when i on the train, i saw someone reading "Confession of a Shopaholic" !!! -_-

so qiao .

if i continue this way,

my bank will DIE... LOl.

who can save it? HAHA.

okay.

forget about it for a while. hehe.

went to the dance practice today.

then eat, then shop, then go see the next session's people to dance (:

so cool!

anyway, so regret a bit for my shopping trip today!!!!
sad. i should have bought something more useful than buying the wrong thing for the sake of exceeding 30 bucks!! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~

somemore, i didnt try on that thing -_- and seems to be abit small for me?! ):

sad!!!!! .

but nevermind, more shopping awaiting me?! :D:D:D hahah!

anyway just a simple day out, yet i spent whole day out. lol.

okay i guess soon i shall sleep!

cause need to get up earlier tomorrow for the dry run!!!!! arhhhhhhhhhhhh!

busy like mad.

then night got work ):

CIAO~

036. 快乐吗？

2010-04-23T22:52:00.002+08:00

累了。

so tired. after first week of school!

though lessons end early, but im still feeling tired leh!!!

how! ):

sigh

okay, 收拾下心情。

Today

was like, touring around polytechnics. -.-

took bus to school and saw jiaen.

then we reached school earlier, so went to Cheers .

After that, saw Catherine, then Susan! LOL DAMN COINCIDENCE!

and realised that im going same lecture as Cat! :D

so we went for lecture @ 9am .

lol. lessons ended at 11am.

then went to meet Ahshan and Ahen for lunch.

after that went to SP to find Keqi~ with Jiaen.

Actually gonna meet Charmaine too!

but then i need to go back school after that, so...

end up, NEXT TIME BAH. ):

hope our next time will be sooon!!!!

so long didnt see her liao!!!! ):

okay, so went SP to play games for 2 hours~! haha

Keqi's friends are so funny! haha.

made me laugh til my back ache-.-

LOl .

but kinda tiring walking to SP!!!

sweating all over! lOl.

and every time need to walk past the place full of smokers-.-

glad that i dont study there-.-

after that we went back to school,

cause got CCA events later on. (around 645)

then okay, went. haha.

kind of funny, their talks.

haha

so tired now~

weather too cold. haha.

so excited tomorrow!!

got dance, then shopping!!!! :D:D

love it!~

im kind of sleepy and half-dead now.. sigh.

WHAT SHOULD I DO? ):

courageeeeee!

035. TIRED!!

2010-04-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

A week without tutorial , yet im as tired as ever!

haiyo. old liao.

Today, went school for bcom and lawww.

omg.. lawwww makes me yawwwwn man..

lol. but okay la, quite interesting, yet confusing.

Bcomm- long report coming! god, gonna be stress man!

lucky it's group work, not a test kind of report, if not, I DIE!!!!

wanna hand in bursary stuffs, everything is there.. except my ahma's IC!!! -.-

sian1/2.

so gotta go back tomorrow again. -.-

so glad that much of the financial stuffs are done now. (:

and finally got details of that competition already.

was in a dilemma whether to go.

but with the support from my family, i'd decided to give it a try! :)

jiayou weiyi~ just do your best!!! (:

ahh, okay gotta go! tutorials to be done! CIAO~!

034. [:

2010-04-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

Yo~~~

today woke up at 11++

lols.

cause it's a TUTORIAL DAY~~ hahaha .

1st week no tutorial , so no need go school :D

but, god knows, i got JAP at night!!!!

arghhH~~~

lol .

spent my afternoon playing, eating and singing! haha.

then went for jap class.

my teacher is so cute la! llol.

a male.

haha! i thought a male would be boring~

but , he's not.. haha. kind of cute x;

cute as in, make us laugh! by his pattern.

Lol. just like my previous jap teacher :D haha kana-sensei!

miss her man... );

okay back to my current teacher. haha.

oh ya, does all the japanese teacher so cute one? haha!

so funny, he said that he was so excited about his first day of teaching til he cant sleep last night!

lol. im so lucky to get those pure jap japanese teacher, as in, their hometown is japan! :)

haha.

nice meeting them :)

Oh ya, i heard from my friends that the IS actually can choose for term 1 or 2 de lor!!

argh, so sad.

i want it to be for term 1!!!!!...

haiz.. scared term 2 will be STRESS>..

alright, for people who dont understand;

currently i got no school on monday because of my japanese class.

they exempted me from 1 IS modules.

but for 7 weeks oni!

after 7 weeks, i got to go school on Monday..

scared can't get use to it!!! omg.. lol

well semester 2! jiayou~~!!!!!! haha

Ciao~

Rewinddd

Goodbye rewinding-

140. Life goes on.

137.

136.

135.

134. :) for myself.

133. All my life ive been good but now..

132.

131. 宽恕

130. 天灰

你最希望和誰人一起聽這首歌？

129. Leos (Y)

128. Like a free only :o

127. GG.

126. Dreams about you and me

125. A break from Study break :D

124. Happyyy

123.

122. Glad

121. :D

120. Happy birthday to me..

118. You gave me the best feelings on Earth.

116. Unknown.

115. :D

114.

113. Meetups X3

112. Merry Christmas :)

111.

110. I'm immersed with youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

109. :D

108. OFFICIAL 1st day of holiday

107. & It's Holiday!!!!! :D

104.

103. Worst moment of life

102. I'm 18

101. Cont

100. Omg like finally

099. A Great & Tired Day :)

098.

097. $$$$ :(

096. OMG MIRACLE!!:D

095. Hopefully, it's gone :/

094. *Sorry!*

093. i gonna break it.

092. Come back to my normal life.

090.

089. Lyrics

088. lrve8

087. I want to see beautiful places! :(

086. i dont know why, but i'm stucked with you.

085. Thanks for making my dream come true in a dream.

084. public transport

083. Lyrics of my life :)

082. ALL ABOUT ME. :)

081. First day of a new semester!!

Lesson for 4 hours cut short to 1 and a half & i'm late for 20 mins... how good? :/

080. You were (are) my everything. (edited)

079.

078. Well-spent day :)

077. Lyrics of my life.

076. Waiting-boa

075. Yes, i lubbbb you.

073. I found it..

它真的 很痛。

真是笨得可以

而我发现 照片上的笑容并不是真的幸福；假面的微笑

072. Someone's watching over me :)

071. I love it!

070. Totally!!

069. );

068. SUAY DAY ):

067.

066. Welcome my study break :)

065. Stress

064.

063. 我有预感

062. Back to my Picture-less blog :)

061. Ohayo.

060. Oh just realise..

094. Sorry!

它真的很痛。

而我发现照片上的笑容并不是真的幸福；假面的微笑